Fallen for another one || Jimin ff

Part 18: Why, just why?

Namjoon POV:
I wake up with a headache. I remember what happened and open my eyes. I sit up fast and shout:"Jimin!,, I breath heavy and sweat a bit. "Where is Jimin?,, I look around and see Stacy sitting on the bed. Jin also is here. They look at me shocked and Stacy suddenly jumps up and hugs me thight. I hug her back and close my eyes for a moment. She lets me go again and looks at me with teary eyes. "Namjoon, I was so scared. I thought you won't wake up anymore.,, She says and I place my hand on her cheek. "It's okay. I am here.,, I say and try to calm her down. She sits on the bed again and I take my hand away. "Ok, do you both need a bit more time or can I ask you something Namjoon-na?,, Jin asks and I look at him. "No, I think it's alright. Ask me.,, "Can you remember anything that happened? We need more information.,, I think for a while and than say:"I remember, that the door bell rang. So, I went downstairs and checked who it is. He said he is Jimin's Bodyguard and of course I asked him for his ID to be sure it is him. He showed me his ID and it was alright. He than told me he wants to disscus somethig with Jimin and so I went upstairs to tell Jimin. I closed the door downstairs because I didn't want them to look inside the house. As I said, I went upstairs and got Jimin. He was with Y/N but he still came downstairs with me. I opened the door again and suddenly there were five guys together with the Bodyguard. One of them took out a rag or a paper and I wanted to know what it is. He didn't answer and a second guy took out a rag also. The other Bodyguards were like lost. I didn't see any of them. The two with the rag ran towards me and Jimin and I suddenly fell on the ground. This guy covered my mouth and I wanted to breath normally and became more tired every second. I fell asleep but was able to wake up again for a few seconds. The last thing I heared was a voice of a man who said, 'Just leave the door open' and than I wasn't able to stay awake anymore and fell asleep again.,, I look at the ground a bit sad. I wish I was able to stay awake longer. Now Stacy says:"Oh no, they kidnapped Jimin! Oh god. Oh no, oh please no.,, "Wow, I thought Namjoon is your Bias.,, Jin suddenly says and covers his mouth right away. I look at him and Stacy alternatly and Stacy now replays with:"Yes, he is. But still Jimin is a part of bts and apart from this, Y/N will freak out. More than she did already. God, I am just so worried about him and about Y/N too. At least I know where she is.,, Stacy really seems in panic and I look at her worried. She holds her head with her hands and breaths faster than usually. Now Jin goes next to her and strokes her back. She dosen't react so I sit closer to her and give her a soft kiss on her cheek. She looks at me suprised and blushes. I take her hands away from her head and lay them in my hands. "Hey, we will find Jimin and we will find a way to calm Y/N down a bit more. Maybe she needs her best friend right now. I would go to her if I was in your place.,, I say and try to sound calm. I notice how Jin slowly goes away from Stacy and winks at me. I chuckle and look at Stacys eyes again. Suddenly my heartbead goes faster. Now Stacy says:"I love you.,, I blush hard and can't stop myself from smiling. Stacy smiles at me also and I say:"I am not sure if this is the right moment for a kiss, but I would like to kiss you right now.,, a bit shy making Stacy giggle a bit. "With you is always the right moment.,, Stacy says soft and blushes also. We get closer until our noses touch. I close my eyes and kiss her. She kisses me back and I feel so relived. I knew I am her Bias but, her saying she loves me gives me butterflies. And now the kiss makes me even more happy. We stop the kiss but our faces stay close to each other. I open my eyes again and now Stacy opens her eyes too. We smile at each other and I still hold her hands in mine.
Y/N POV:
I sit here, on Hobis bed, together with him. Hobi hugs me the whole time but, I am still in panic and don't know what to do. Hobi tries to calm me down but it's not helping so much. Everytime I nearly relax the worries come back. "Y/N please, take a deep breath. I am worried also but I know Jimin. He is strong. And as soon as Namjoon wakes up, we will get to know what happened.,, Hobi says with a calming voice. I lean my head on his shoulder and take a deep breath. He now starts stroking my hair making me calm down a bit. Now the door opens and we flinch a bit. I look at the door and Yoongi stands there. He closes the door behind him carefull and comes towards us. "Jin said you could need more than just one person here.,, he says and smirks suddenly, reminding me of what happened yesterday. I blush and look down. Now Hobi asks:"Should I get something to drink? It's important to drink enough in such situations.,, I want to replay when Yoongi does already. "Yes, good idea. Should I help you?,, I look at Yoongi, knowing that Hobi will never leave me alone in here. "No, you stay with Y/N. It's better like this.,, J-Hope says as exepted. Yoongi smirks once again and says:"Okay, if you say so.,, while he looks at me. Now J-Hope stands up and goes out my room. I look at the ground again and I know that Yoongi knew that Hobi would say this. Now Yoongi closes the door and than comes towards me. He sits down next to me and asks:"You also knew he would say this, right?,, I nod for yes and he takes my face in his hand, making me look at him again. "Don't be shy. I won't tell him anything ok?,, Yoongi says and I replay with:"Ok and you better keep what you say.,, He replays: "Yes, you can trust me.,, and chuckles. "Why did you look at the ground so shy?,, He now asks and I say:"The smirk? Don't say you didn't want me to think of yesterday.,, I touch his hand and try to remove it from my face. He takes his other hand and puts it on my face also and I blush more. "You're so cute and yes, I wanted to remind you of yesterday but, I didn't thought you will really think of it.,, Yoongi says smiling and I blush even more. "Why are you doing this to me Yoongi?,, I ask while my heart beads like crazy. "I don't know. I just like it.,, Yoongi replays and giggles a bit. He suddenly comes closer with his face and I back up. He doesen't stop comming closer and I fall on the bed backwards. Yoongi can't hold himself and falls on top of me. His hands are now beside my head and not longer on my cheeks. He is above me and his face is close to mine. His body lays on me and my heart is littery racing. He again comes closer to my face but I look to the side. "Yoongi, we shouldn't do this.,, I say trying to stop him. "Why Y/N? What do you think I want to do?,, "Isn't it obvious? But Yoongi, I can't do this.,, I look at him again and he asks:"Really? Do you know what I want to do or do you just think you know it?,, now he again smirks and I answer with:"Yes, of course I know it. You want to kiss me.,, He smiles and says:"Than I guess it's really obvious.,, I get shocked at this and he chuckles. "I just want to find out what I feel for you.,, Yoongi says shy. That's actually suprising me. "I thought, I am just a friend to you.,, I say still suprised. "Yeah, I thought so too but, since yesterday I am not sure anymore. I got some different and new feelings and I still don't know how I should put them.,, Yoongi is suprising me more and more. He now says:"And, it actually just would be a kiss. I want to know what happenes if I kiss you. Maybe I find out what I feel than.,, My heart beads fast and with every sentence he says, I blush more. It wouldn't be the end of the world if we kiss or? I mean, I am not taken yet so I guess it would be okay? Yoongi looks in my eyes the whole time and I say:"I guess it's-,, he cuts me of and kisses me suddenly. He closes his eyes and so I do. He starts moving his lips and I get a bit overwhelmed. I start kissing him back without thinking about it. He suddenly puts his one hand on my waist and moves it under my Shirt. I start breathing more heavy and Yoongi starts getting wilder while kissing. I push his hand away from my waist and he stops kissing me. He breaths faster and looks straight in my eyes. "Sorry, that was too much. But I liked it.,, Yoongi says a little shy. "You aren't a bad kisser.,, I say also shy. He puts his hand under my chin and makes me look at him again. "Than would you allow me to kiss you one more time?,, Yoongi asks with lustfull eyes. I want to replay when suddenly the door opens. Yoongi sits up and we look at the door. Hobi stands there and his mouth is open. I look at Yoongi and notice that he still is on top of me, but not laying. He is sitting on me. I blush hard and say:"Hobi, it's not what it looks like.,, I slap Yoongi's thigh and he looks at me. I look at him with big eyes and he looks down. Now he also blushes and jumps down from me. I stand up quickly and run towards Hobi. "Please listen to me.,, I say and Yoongi says from behind me:"Please listen to her. It's really not what you think.,, Hobi seems confused but says:"Than please explain why my best friend in bts was sitting on top of you Y/N.,, he still sounds confused and I replay:"Ok listen. I was scared and paniced. Yoongi had the idea to give me a Massage so I can relax my body. I agreed because I thought I can also relax my mind a bit than. I was laying on the bed already and Yoongi wanted to tease me. The person who gives the Massage usually sits on the back or hip of the person who gets the Massage and so Yoongi did sit on me, but on the wrong side. I asked him why he is doing this and than he explained me what I explain you right now. You know, with the Massage and wich person sits where.,, I just hope that Hobi belives me. I know that Yoongi is not the Type of man who likes sharing all his feelings. Hobi looks at Yoongi and than at me and asks:"That's really what happened?,, I nod for yes and he now says:"Ok, I belive you. I know it took a little long. Jin was stoping me. He said I should bring you both in Namjoon's room.,, I look at Hobi suprised and say:"Ok, I am comming.,, Yoongi stands up and says:I want to come with you both.,, We agree and go to Namjoon's room. As we go inside I see Namjoon sitting on his bed with Stacy next to him. We three say:"Namjoon!,, at same time and laugh a bit. Now Namjoon looks at us and says: "Hi guys,, he smiles happy and Stacy blushes a bit. Hobi and I look at each other and I guess he is thinking the same thing as me. Now another person comes in and I turn around. It's Jin. "Oh, you are here already. Nice. Ok, I think you can tell them what happened but, do it carefully.,, Jin says and Namjoon nods in understanding. He tells us what happend after he told Jimin to go downstairs. And also why. Now everything comes together. I start understanding what happened. Namjoon finnishes his Story after a little bit and I say:"Yes, I remember that I got a call right when Jimin went out the room. It was Doyun. I totally forgot he called because I was so in panic. I am sorry.,, I say guilty. "Y/N, it's okay. What did he say? That's more important.,, Jin asks and so I tell them what Doyun said to me. Suddenly Namjoon stands up and walks around. He seems stressed. "Oh god, I remember!,, he says out of nowhere. "What? What do you remember?,, Hobi asks. "One of the guys was talking on his mobile. And there was a black Van with Black windows and everything. Bevore they made me fall asleep I saw the Van and this guy.,, Namjoon says and his eyes are getting wider while he talks. "That was Doyun.,, Stacy says not beliving it. He was really here. Infront of the house. He kidnapped Jimin. I start to panic a little again and space out. Suddenly I find myself in a hug. I come back to reality and the person whispers in my ear:"Hey, don't panic. Should I kiss you, so you focus on something else?,, Now I realise that this can be no other than Yoongi. He lets me go again and looks in my eyes. I blush a bit making Yoongi smirk. I just hope that no one heard this. "Hey Y/N, we will do our best to find Jimin and if you get a call again, than directly come to me.,, Namjoon says who now sits on his bed again. "Okay, I will go to you.,, I say and smile at him. Now Yoongi says:"If you are still feeling so nervous we could go in you room and talk a little bit.,, and he dosen't seem like he wants to talk about Jimin. "Yes, okay. Let's go in my room.,, I say and Hobi asks:" Hey, should I come with you?,, and smiles friendly. Yoongi now takes my wrist in his one hand and Hobis wrist in his other. He pulls us outside and lets us go to close Namjoons door. "Ok, listen Hoseok, I like you. You are my best friend but, I have something really important to talk about with Y/N. So, could you just not come with us this time?,, Hobi looks a bit suprised but says:"Yes okay. Than see you later.,, with that Hobi goes straight in his room. Now Yoongi again takes my wrist in his hand and pulls me in my room. He locks the door behind him and asks:" You want to sit down?,, I don't answer and feel a bit overwhelmed. "Than not. Okay, listen. I am really not good with words and you know this.,, Yoongi says and looks at me. I just nod for yes to agree. He continues:"I- I liked kissing you and I need something to really be sure what I feel for you.,, Yoongi says a little shy and starts walking towards me. While he walks he continues talking. "Y/N, I know that this whole situation is not easy for you. And I am sorry if I make you uncomfortable but, I need to know what I feel.,, We now reach the wall because I was walking backwards a bit. He places his hands beside my head on the wall and looks at me. I blush and say:"Y- Yoongi, what will you do now?,, a little shocked. He now places one hand on my cheek again and comes closer. Our noses touch already and he says:"You didn't answer me earlier. So, would you allow me to kiss you one more time?,, His face is close to mine and my heart beads fast. It's always the same thing I am asking myself. Why is he like this? "I am overwhelmed.,, I say and Yoongi replays with:"Just say yes. Please. Y/N, I want it so bad.,, My heart goes crazy hearing this words from him. "Ok,, I say not beliving I actually said it. With that his lips are on mine and he starts moving his lips. I kiss him back without thinking and his hand, that was on my cheek, goes to my waist now. Like earlier. He suddenly stops kissing my lips and goes down to my neck. I grab in his hair with my hands and feel a bit overwhelmed. "Yoongi, what are you doing?,, I ask in shock. He stops and looks in my eyes. They again look so lustfull and I blush hard. "Y/N, I can't stop myself. Please don't be angry.,, "No, I am not angry but we should stop. I need some rest. Everything is just so overwhelming me right now.,, I say and hope that he understands me. "Yes I know, but I need you. God Y/N, you have no idea how much I want you right now.,, Yoongi says leaving me speechless. "Wh- What?,, I ask shocked. He now thightens his hand on my waist and says:"You heard it right. I want you.,, his voice has a husky tone and it drives me crazy. "I am not sure if this is a good idea.,, I say with a shaky voice and he says:"But I am sure this is a good idea. How about you just let me do and say when I should stop.,, Yoongi looks deep in my eyes and so I replay with:"Okay, but be gentle on me. And really stop when I say it. I am serious Yoongi.,, He smirks and says:"Yea, no problem. Can I start now?,, he sounds really honest. "I guess so.,, I say still shy. He now smashes his lips on mine and moves them. I just join in and try to enjoy it. He gets more passionate while kissing and suddenly puts his tounge inside my mouth. I try to push him but I can't. He is too strong. He suddenly picks me up and starts walking. I stop the kiss and in the next moment I fall on my bed. Yoongi hovers over me and starts kissing my neck. It feels good and I accidentally møan. He now comes to my ear and whispers:"You like it, huh?,, Bevor I can answer he continues giving me kisses on my neck. I grab the blanket and squeeze it a bit. Now Yoongi puts a hand under my Shirt again glides it to my bra. He just places his hand there and suddenly moves more down with his body. He pulls up my Shirt a bit and starts kissing my belly. I again let out a little møan and realise what is happening right now. I breath faster and panic a bit. Yoongi now looks at me and asks:"Are you ok?,, He takes away his hand from my bra and pulls my Shirt down again. He looks in my eyes and smirks. "Am I this good or is it something else?,,He asks and looks a bit worried now. "It- it's just I- I am not ready for it. I can't do this.,, I say shy and also nervous. Yoongi smiles soft and says:"No worries. I wasn't going to take away your innocence.,, and his smile turns into a smirk again. I become a blushing mess and he ads:"I know that you fell in love with Jimin. And I am sure you want him to take away your innocence and not me.,, I am shocked at what he says and shout:"Yoongi! How dare you say that!?,, and he just laughes. He now goes down from me and lays next to me. Suddenly he stops laughing and I look at his face. He is blushing hard while looking down at him and so I look down also. I get a shock when I see why he is blushing and blush also. I sit up and ask:"Do you need a pillow?,, He looks at me and says:"No, here is only you and me. No one can come in. I locked the door and I have nothing to hide. You should see what you did to me.,, He says acting angry and pouts. That just looks so cute. The moment gets ruined when suddenly my mobile rings. I get a shock and take it out of my pocket. It's a unknown number and I know who it is.

Do you also know who it is? You will see in the next Part. Borahae ♥︎