Sweet, sweet nightmare (Enmu Angst)

chapter 7

Just like any other day, Enmu was outside to train. Well he was. He tries to find a solution for his strenght problem and how he can combine hypnotic and swordfight into one, till he noticed Hakuji. He seems to walk away, leaving the mansion but he wonders, were, so he follows him. Seems to be important, he thought. "I don't know if you can come with me." He said, turning to him. "Nothing against you, but it's a hashira meeting." Now Enmu was more than desperated, to go there. "I actually never meet the master himself." He smilled. "It would be nice, if i know, who i should listen to and serve with my life." He argue, but Hakuji was confused. "Serve with youre life? Enmu, you serving no one." He corrected him, but a little smile was on his face. "Who taught you this? It was not me though. Who put it in youre mind? I think, i have to talk with him or her." Enmu shaked his head, grinning. "No one. I know, what i do. So. Can i meet him?" He said and walk pass him. "You really desperate, stubborn actually." Hakuji commented. "You talk like you any better, Hakuji. How often does Keizo-kun argue's with you?" He ask with a little grin. "It's just a little visit anyways. I wanna meet him. I heard a lot about Muzan and i can't wait to see it personal." Hakuji sighed and follows him. "Please, try to be normal at least then. I think, some did not forget, what happend last time." Enmu sighed. Right, there gonna remember it. But they gonna wear clothes now, so it gonna be fine, he thought, but then he remember they muscles and the wish of getting crushed down came back, wich make him grin and blushing. "Enmu." As soon, as Hakuji said his name, he shaked his head. "Alright, alright. I'm focused. Happy?" His now mentor looked at him concerd, but Enmu just smilled. "It's gonna be alright. I try my best there. So calm down." Was his reply and finally, they reach the place. "Hakuji-san and youre strange little Tsugoko." Douma greeted the two and Enmy noticed the sudden mood change. "Douma." He was suprised, how angry he sounded, as he said his name. Seems like, they don't get along together very well. He looks around and his mood lighten up even more. "Nakichen." He walks torwards her, aa she turned her head surprised. "What a positiv surprised. I forgot you reach the status of a Hashira already. Impressiv." He complimented and she responded with a smile. She was not much of a talker anyways, so he was already happy, seeing her smile. It fits her more than anything. "Seeing you here surprised me too." Her voice was rather silent, but it was enough to give him butterflies, till someone interrupt they little talk. "Mhmm, you talked more than one word?' Douma asked, putting his hand on his shoulder. Her smile dissapeard the second,he opens his mouth, saying nothing as a response. It facinated him, how she ignores it and stays so calm, mysteriouse. As if she planned on killing someone. And her beauty too. She was simply perfect in every way in his eyes and it was noticable, till someone took his hand and pulled him away. "I looked away for one second and you are gone." Hakuji complaint annoid and Enmu pulls his hand away. "You should really calm down, Hakuji. What should i do? Leave Japan in a second and ending in europe or what?" "I never said it." He looks at him. "But you act as if it will happen." He argue back and Hakuji rolled his eyes. "Just stay by my side for now. You should be not here too, so be more thankfull." Hakuji proceed to kneel down and Enmu did the same. "I am." He whispers back, as soon, as everthink goes silent and he hear footsteps. He looks up and was speechlees. He easaly sense the hatred this man had and it was enorm, but it was not torwards them. He just had this hatred in his eyes, that left him breathless. Probably because of the demons, but it makes him facinating for him. He looks around. "We have a new child now?" He ask and pointed at Enmu. "Hakuji, why did you bring him here?" Every word that came out of his mouth was full with hate, just like his eyes. He loved it. He was mad at him, probably, or not, but it gives him a known feeling back. The hate his village had torwards him back then and his hate also gives him the feeling, as he could easily kill him and would. It was hard to stay calm. His heart beat crazy, that he ignores every sound around him. It was as close, as he felt, when thinking about Nakime, but also not. He came back to reality, as he heard him screaming his name. Muzan looks at him now even miore angry than befor. "I ask, why you wanted to see me?" His voice was now even more angry than bevor and it was hard, finding the right words. "I just wanted to see, who i serve now. My preciouse master died." He replied, waiting for a response. He looks at him, befor nodding. "It fits, how he describt you." He said and Enmu was suprised. "He what? Who?" Muzan shaked is head a little. "Youre master. He already inform me about you. But thats not important right now. "He replied and Enmu was confused. Confused and happy, that the other took his time to speak with him. "Do you still have to say something?" He now asked again and Enmu nooded. "I promise, i will fight with my life and protected you against everthink." As soon, as he promised this, he saw fear in his eyes. Has he saw something for the futur, wich let him wonder, what caused this sudden fear. But it was just there for a second. "I believed you. Youre master described you as loyal already so i don't doubt that. If thats all than leave." He said, but Enmu smilled. "What did he said? Did he said, he is proud?" He ask but Muzan's faced turned into angry again. "I said leave." He screamed. "I don't have all day." He nooded and quickly goes away. He got, what he wanted and he could be not more luckiely. His new master was perfect. Full with hate and he could easily kill him in a second. He can't be more than happy, serving him with his life. Promising him to protect was unplanned, but the thought of him dying like everyone else, no he don't wanna think about it. "I'm gonna become a hashira. I'm on a good way to develop my own breathing style." He mumbles to himself. "Than he is proud. And when he proud is, than it must mean, that my old master might be proud too. Ahhh, i'm trully lucky to be here." He said, reaching the mansion. "I'm blessed." He add, even if he don't know, what and how his master describt him but it seems to be unimportant for him now. He was just happy, to be able, to talk Muzan and give him is promise. It motivates him, to train even more. Today, he starts with speed. He runs his round, thinking what just happens. When he reremembers his words, he felt his heart beating faster and suddenly, he reached a speed, that he never reached befor. "I serve someone so cool like him. I can't wish for more. He can kill me gladly, if that makes him happy." He repeats over and over, running fast. "Ahhh,it's not fair. I'm around the wrong people. They all so mysteriouse or hot or worse, both. It drives me crazy. But i like this feeling though." He thought, till he suddenly breaked down. It took him by surprissed, when he laid there. His legs suddenly hurts and are shaking, unable to stand. He still tries it, but feels that something comes up. In the next moment, he threw up, feeling his blood boiling and how exhausted he suddenly was. He also noticed, that he was out of breathe, as he stop breathing for a moment or more like, he was too fast too breathe."How....how fast did i suddenly run?" He asked himself, as he realized, how fast he was. He thinks then. "Maybe i should train that part more intense, try and hypnoticed them with my body? Maybe when i am fast enough, my body becomes like a pendel. I just need to learn to do it zickzack." He thought and laughs. "What a great day today." He said and tried to stand up, writting it down, but he felt instead again to the ground. "Or sleeping here is the better option now, i guess.