☾𝙼𝚢 𝚕𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚏𝚞𝚕𝚕...

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This is all in Peso's pov.
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I'm tired, I'm so tired, my body feels heavy. I'm not even in water, I'm in Kwazii's room watching a movie with him, I don't know why, but I want to cry.

It feels gross, sharp, sticky, hot, suffocating, almost like a heated knife...

Kwazii was already asleep, should I wake him..? No, I can't...

That would be rude.

I feel like vomiting, I feel like screaming, running, crying, hurting myself.

But I couldn't.

I was paralyzed, stuck, unable to breathe, my arms felt numb as I held onto my chest, it heaved and heaved as I hyperventilated, no tears, just hyperventilating.

It felt like my lungs were full with water, no...more like hot black tar....

I felt helpless as I stood up and wobbled my way to my room, I didn't know I had went to my own room until after I crashed through my door...

I feel heavy.

I feel like I'm drowning.

I feel like I'm being stabbed by a heated knife.

But....I managed to calm myself down as I remembered things I was grateful for....

Kwazii,

Captain,

Shellington,

Dashi,

Tweak....

Professor Inkling....

The vegimals...

I'm grateful for everyone that'd saved me....

My lungs feel a lot less full now...
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Sorry it's so short! I have finals coming up soon and I've been busy!

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