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THREE WORD'S, I LOVE YOU [ON-GOING]

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AEAIZ, is a loving daughter to her parents. She is a woman who keeps fighting. This young lady persistently battles a severe illness. She is known as a survivor of her severe heart disease. She's a miracle in everyone's eyes, except for her parents...

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KABANATA 21 - BETRAYAL

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Tatlong buwan na ang nakalipas sa tatlong buwan naming pagsasama ni Ivan mas lalong na appreciate ko ang effort, care and love nito sa akin. Kahit minsan umiiwas kami sa isat-isa tuwing nagkikita kami sa school para iwas sa gulo. Nandito ako sa office niya nagpapahinga dahil tapos na ang dalawang subject namin while him is teaching until now. 
Napatigil ako sa pag scroll nang aksidenteng dumaan sa wall ko ang post ng pinsan kong hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin pumapasok. Mahigit tatlong buwan na rin itong walang paramdam simula nong lumuwas kami ng probinsya.
Hindi ko alam but my heart pumping so fast sinasabayan pa ito ng pagkirot. Iba ang pagkirot nito when I see the photos of my cousin Hya with my mom and dad. Akala ko sa inggit lang sasakit ang dibdib ko dahil magkasama sila. 
Kita sa mga mata ng mga ito ang saya na hindi ko manlang naranasan habang kasama ko sila. But what is hurt the most is when I read the caption ' Vocation with my mom and dad' I felt like I was betrayed by them. 
Nabitawan ko ang cellphone na hawak ko nang mabasa ko ang mensahe na galing sa taong pinagkatiwalaan at tinuring kong kapatid.
FROM: THE ONE I CAN TRUST 
" Alam kong nakita mo ang post ko and yes, I'M THE REAL DAUGHTER NOT YOU! Isang palabas lang lahat at isa kang tanga dahil naniwala at nagpaloko ka sa'amin. You're not worth it to love Aea remember that. They dead because of you."
I feel weak habang hinahampas ang dibdib ko where my heart is, Crying and screaming are the only things I could do.
" Why did you do this to me? Why did you betrayed me? What did I do to deserve this? Why? Am I that easy to fool and hard to love?" I screamed, even though I could feel my eyes numb and my throat hurting.
" Out of all the people who could betrayed me, why did it have to be you? I trusted you even though I felt like you didn't treat me like a child. And why you, Hya, you who are like a sister to me and who I do everything with. Why did you betrayed me? Why me, who did nothing but love and understand you?!" I shouted, filled with resentment. I thought my heart had grown tired because it briefly stopped aching, but I was wrong because the pain intensified.
" I was betrayed by the people I love. There is nothing more painful than being betrayed by the people you loved, even if all it gave you was pain."
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To: BINIBINI KO
" You need something, Binibini? Are you okay?"
" Text me back, Binibini,"
" Binibini?"
" Hindi ako makapag-focus sa pagtuturo inaakupa mo ang isipan ko."
" I missed you."
" Mahal kita"
Itinigil ko ang pagtuturo nang lamunin ako ng kaba. Takbo at lakad ang ginawa ko papunta sa office ko nang wala akong matanggap na reply galing sa mahal ko.
" Binib-" tila nanghina ang katawan ko nang makita ko ang katawan nito na nasa sahig at walang malay. Isinawalang bahala ko ang mga busina ng mga sasakyan dahil sa mabilis na pagtakbo ng kotse ko.
" Tell me the truth! M-may dapat ba akong ipangamba Doc?" pinaghalong Galit at pag-alala kong kwenilyuhan ang Doctor na sumuri sa mahal ko.
" Her heart is weak. Her emotions affect her heart at possible na mas lumala ang kalagayan niya." nabitawan ko ang jkuwelyo nito at buong lakas na sinuntok ang pader.
" Why? Wag mong sabihin na wala kang alam?" Tanong nito na siyang pagtulo ng luha ko. 
" H-hindi sapat ang nalaman ko. Napaka g*go kong kasintahan ni hindi ko man lang alam na may ganyan siyang sakit.
" Take care of her. Be gentle to her she's a fighter. I know she have a reason kung bakit hindi siya nagkw-kwento. Be with her always." anang doctor at binigay ang gamot at nagpaalam ito.
" Hmm.." dali dali kong pinunasan ang pisngi ko nang magising ang babaeng mahal ko. Kita sa mata nito na galing ito sa pag-iyak.
" Are you okay Binibini? May masakit ba sa'yo?" I asked her ngumiti lang ito na hindi matanggap ng mata ko.
" Bakit ka umiiyak aking Ginoo?" napayuko ako at pinunasan ulit ang pisnging basa ng luha.
" Tears of joy I think." tanggi ko.
" Mahirap ba akong mahalin Ginoo?" napakuyom ako ng kamao nang marinig ang sinabi nito.
" No. Hindi ka mahirap mahalin Binibini. You're worth it to love. Walang kulang sa'yo. Walang kang pagkukulang. Ikaw ang babaeng madaling mahalin kaya nga nainlove ako sa'yo. Hayaan mo ang mga taong nagsasabing mahirap kang mahalin tumingin ka lang sa'akin and you see the man that madly and deeply in love with you." ginawaran ko ito ng halik sa noo at pisngi.
" I was betrayed by my family and I hate it they hurt me once again." it's hurt seeing her crying.
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