tldr: not updating for a while. idk for how long
so lore drop
trigger warning i guess? i wont get into very graphic detail but still
so, over the past week or so, some crazy shit has happened in my household. my older sister went to hospital on sunday and she just came home today, and i've had just about the shittiest week.
honestly, i'm not up for writing right now. i know quite a few people have given requests but i honestly don't feel like writing
i don't feel like doing anything, if i'm being honest.
i only get out of bed if i have to, for school and appointments and stuff with my sister
i'm so tired, and i feel like i'm just detached from all my hobbies recently.
haven't baked in a while, hate cooking, i haven't made any good art in quite a few months, and i only make art pieces in, my art class. and i don't enjoy that. at all.
i try to write but every few sentences, or even words, i zone out and take a nap most of the time.
i'm not up to writing. i don't feel like it and i don't fee like doing anything.
i don't really feel real, to be honest.
