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Chapter 38(Doubt)

Gulping down the water, Jisoo starred at nothing in particular. She almost did ran out of that room and down the stairs to be finally out of the hotel and took shelter inside a store.

A heavy sigh escaped her lips as she rubbed her hands together , everything that was told took a toll on herself but she can't bring herself to believe that .

Now when she has arranged the events she could recall how Taehyung had departed for two days just after he took her to his villa in the mountains of ulsan, so that was Mr Park he had previously met that time .

And just after he returned he proposed to be in a relationship with her, and with all the traits that Jimin explained about his wife chaeyoung she can't help but find an uncanny similarity between both, jisoo ran a hand down her face as a bitter chuckle escaped her lips,she tried her best to not let tears glide down her face.

Then again she recalled how Taehyung's behaviour towards her changed drastically suddenly, she should have been too blind to notice that a change in a person's behaviour cannot be without the influence an external agent.

The only question which she could ask herself was
'was she so blind that his words had let her loose her sanity, that her never considered the other nature of human behaviour '

She stood up making her way , out her hand ever did shook a little as she stopped a taxi, her composure crumble in a steady speed as the taxi neared the residency.

Jisoo entered the pin entering inside as she set aside her shoes.
Before she could turn around two hands wrapped themselves against her waist as she felt whispering words against her ears

"I'm glad you're back so early"
Jisoo freed herself facing him, she looked intensely at his eyes her eyebrows furrowing, Taehyung smiled widely looking at her her as he planted a kiss on her forehead when she softly left out the words she meant to ask him

" Do you really love me?"

Taehyung was taken aback for a moment as he scanned her face to confirm any uncertainties, finding none he chuckled softly

"What's with this sudden question Jisoo, yes I am indeed in deeply live with you!"

Jisoo broke their eye contant sighing she walked past him ,

Taehyung thought maybe jisoo was upset about something so took out a orange juice from the refrigerator to serve it to jisoo, but the words that Jisoo told after made him stop on his track stating

"I met Mr Park Jimin today "

Taehyung turned putting down the bottle of juice on the table and answered

" Why so"

Jisoo turned towards him grabbing his hands she didn't answered his question but stared something

as her teary eyes met his her voice came out hoarse and distant

"I wouldn't have been upset if you would have been honest from the vey beginning Taehyung"

Taehyung confusedly looked at her, his heart beating erratically as he wished that she was not thinking the same he had feared about for so many days

"What do you mean?"

"I only mean that you would never need to pretend if you had directly came to me and asked for help, instead of pretending that did nothing good but to make me loose my sanity"

Taehyung's eyes grew wide as he understood what exactly Jisoo was thinking but still he wanted to hear it from her

"Jisoo I still can't clearly understand, what are you trying to tell please be precise"

Jisoo looked aside as she slightly raised her voice

"Why did you pretended to love me!"

Taehyung grabbed her shoulder

"Look at me Jisoo, please"

Jisoo looked at him her face not having that delicate and soft aura anymore

"Did I ever looked like I lied whenever I told you that I love you"

Taehyung questioned her firmly

"You used me"

Then Jisoo looked at him continuing

"If so Taehyung let it be that i believe you that you love me but what about your sudden change in behaviour after you met Mr Park, yes I know that you met him and apparently I also know that he did suggested a possible cure from his own experience with his wife that was nothing else but to be close to a person with a weak mindset, isn't that the reason why you told me to move in with you Taehyung"

Taehyung ran fingers through his hair
He called himself and answered softly and slowly

" What you are telling is the truth, yes I did visit Jimin but didn't i confessed to you before that, I agree that yes Jisoo maybe you are the only thing that kept away the spirit till now from me, and  when Jimin told me the cure I was glad to know that it was the person I love , was the way out for me, it was wrong of me to not let you know this but Jisoo please I beg you don't doubt my love for you "

Jisoo distanced herself from him

" I've been living in this web of lies all along you can't possibly expect me to believe you after all i had discovered myself "

Taehyung begged holding her hands as his expressions degenerated

" If I've ever been honest to you i swear Jisoo , I never did once lied whenever it was to tell my love for you"

"Taehyung i don't think I could believe you just yet, because what I could think as of now is nothing but negative outcomes "

"Jisoo "

Jisoo can't help anymore tears glide down her face,

"I know myself that i can't wish anything that would cause your downfall, but I think I need some time to think it over,if there was nothing between us maybe i wouldn't had bothered, I may seem selfish but as an individual it hurts so much when you know that the person you love, doesn't seem to hold the same emotions as you"

Jisoo continued

" You don't need to worry I will do everything in my reach to help you out of this mess but once there's this undeniably created doubt I have I don't think it would be easy for me to believe you again"

"Jisoo.....