SIDNAAZ ( An Unforgettable Journey)

57. Heartfelt

Sid- Batayegi kya hua tha kal raat?

Sana- Chod na bebu mein avi better feel kar rahi hu sab thik hai

Sid- Thank God ki tu better feel kar rahi hai par mujhe janna hai ki kal raat kya hua

Sana- wo kal na...kal mera wo...

Sid then broke the hug took her hands and gently rubbed her palms to make her calm down as he could feel she was getting worked up thinking about it.

Sid- bolo baba mein hi toh hu kyun itna tension le rahi

Sana- Wo kal mereko raat m terese baat karni thi sab sort karna tha par fir mein gayi toh tu kaisa darr gaya hai na fir tune jaane bola. Mein bahut kosish ki ki mein sojaau par mereko neend hi nahi aa raha tha bahut ese bechaini ho rahi thi toh mein living area m kuch der tehelne gayi taki thoda thik lage par mereko ese yahan bahut dard ho rahi thi (pointing towards her chest) mein bass chahati thi tujhe uthaake tujhe gale lagaa lu aur sab thik kar du par fir meri saans chadhne lag gayi fir ese ulti jesa v laga uss din jese hua tha na par uss time tu tha mein thik hogayi thi kuch time m. Par kal mujhe pata chala ki bahut bahut ganda feeling deta hai ye aur bahut sab jagah dard shuru hogaye...bas ajeeb ajeeb chiz khayal m aa rhe the.

Sana said all of these looking towards their intertwined hands and not maintaining eye contact with him. She then took a deep breath and looked up when Sid was almost on the verge of crying. He pressed his lips and closed his eyes to control his tears. Sana took her palm and caressed his hair.

Sana- Mein thik hu Sidharth tu pareshaan mat ho

Sid- Pareshaan na hu? Kal tujhe meri sabse zyada zarurat thi mein nahi tha tere paas. Aaj agar mein ek ek sukoon ka saans bhar raha hu na wo tere wajah se aaj mein wo meri gandi addiction,meri latt se chutkara mila hai wo teri wajah se...mujhe choti choti baatein bahut bother karti hai par tere wajah se mera temper khtam hogaya mein ladhta bhi nahi bewajah...mein haath nahi uthaata personal nahi jaata...ye sab achayi ka karan tu hai Sana tere saath rehta hu toh khush rehta hu mein aur mein? Jab tujhe sabse zyada zarurat thi meri tu mere paas aa nahi paayi kyunki tujhe mujhse darr lag raha tha ki kahin mein na bhadak jaau...just becuase mein tujhe uss baat ko lekar security nahi de paya tu kitna suffer karti hai...har kisika sunn ke leti hai harr din wo sab dimaag m sochti hai...mein itna darrta hu wo sabse meri maa meri behen naira sab samjhaa samjhaa ke jaa rahe hai fir bhi mein itna darrta hu bahar se shre hu andar se kayar hu mein...tu kyun merese itna pyaar karti hai mein jitna v karu terese kam reh jaata hu

Sana then hurriedly hugged him, tears rolling down her cheeks and even Sid was crying now. Sana kissed his eyes and wiped his eyes and face using her palms and then cupped his face.

Sana- Bass kar ab bahut bol diya...kuch darr varr nahi hai tera sabka apna apna tareeka hota hai Sidharth. Mein bahut wo hu kya bolte hai careless mujhe fark nahi padta koi jaane na jaane bas jisse m pyaar karti hu usse chup ke nahi kar sakti...aur aaj kya kal kya mereko tu kahega na mein puri zindagi intezaar karne ready hu...aur esa nahi hai ki tune mujhe kuch nahi diya...tujhe pata bhi nahi hai Sidharth tune mujhe kya diya hai...Jeene ki wajah hai tu meri...har roz agar aankh kholke m jeena chaahti hu toh wo tere wajah se tu mere saath hai isiely. toh kabhi aage se galti se bhi apna pyaar ko chota matt bolna mein sau lage bahut maarungi

Sid- Nahi intezaar karaunga utna sweetheart bas...sorry kal ke liye

Sana- chup kar ab bass hogya ye rona dhona chal hug karke sote hai kuch der mereko wo sukoon wali neend chahiye. Usse pehle please mera ek kaam kar de

Sid- han bolna 

Sana- Baaz ko bula de ek baar please baat nahi hui hai usse wo pareshaan hoga

Sid- Han ek minute ruk

Sid then went out to call Shehbaaz and saw him and Naira talking inside the glass room.

Sid- Chote tujhe teri behena bula rahi hai

Baaz- mein aata hu Naira

Baaz then hurriedly went to Sana and Sid sat there with Naira

Naira- Thik hai abhi di?

Sid- hmm thik hai

Naira- Kya baat hai maamu aap itne pareshaan kyun ho. Kuch baatein nahi thik lag rahi toh khul ke karo na

Sid- mera sarr phatt raha hai Naira...Paras Maheera aur Shefali ka soch soch ke. Matlab how can someone stoop so low? So low?

Naira- Aap unse aur umeed hi kya kar sakte ho...ek baar aapki strategy nahi mili aapka help nahi mila toh ye karne pe utar aye wo...

Sid- Sana ko ese dekh ke mereko bahut kharaab feel ho raha hai mtlb kaise bataau

Naira- "Chot lagi hai use fir kyun mehsoos mujhe ho raha, dil toh bataa de kya hai iraada tera"

Sid- haha yes...bahut ajeeb feeling hai like i would never in my worst nightmare want to see this sight again. Ese pehle kabhi feel nahi hua matlab obviously Maa ke liye Didis ke liye Jijus ke liye tere liye ofcourse I am very protective. Mein bahut zyadaa protective hu tum logon ko leke 

Naira- We know maamu. Please say something new. Aap protective nahi aap hadd se zyada protective ho hum sab ke liye

Sid- Yes yes right, but with her (Sana) its like usko kuch ho raha hai toh wo mujhe ho raha hai. I can feel her pain physically. Mein ese kabhi kisi ke liye feel nahi kiya hu pehle

Naira- She is special

Sid- Yes. Indeed  (she was lost in his thoughts)

Naira- Ahem!!! lovee is in the airrrr

Sid- No yaaar Nairaaa...lets go unn dono ke paas

They went to the bedroom when they saw a most heart-warming scene. Shehbaaz was holding Sana and she was caressing his hair, saying sweet nothings to him like to a child to make him stop crying.

Sana- Asin vi Punjab javange jaldi... uthe de khetan vich khelenge wapas ton... lassi piyange Veere da Dhaba ton... tainu main tractor ch bitha ke sher kraungi... bhutte wali roti khavange garam garam ek dum... kulfi khavange gola khavange khoob masti karange... kyu fikar kar reha ae, das ta... dekh, main ek dum theek haan... fir kis gal te ena udaas ho reha ae, mote mote aansu baha reha ae, bol ta...bol na Shahbaaz

Baaz- Tu nahi javengi Punjab, mainu pata ae.

Sana-Mere bas ch hunda taan kade chhad ke hi na jaandi main mera pind, mera Punjab. Par halaat de aage kaun ki kar sakda ae? Jadon Rabji chahenge, sab theek hovega. Tu tension na le samza?

Baaz- Main kal jaa reha haan, phir kad milange nahi pata.

Sana- Aise kyu keh reha ae? Teri behan haan main. Jadon tera mann kare, tab milna. Aur teri behan final tak gayi ta tu nahi ayega finale ch ki? Aur milna ta ki tainu, agar rehne da vi mann karega ta tu rahega, koi kuch vi kahe. Bhai hai tu mera, sab ton pehle.

Sid and Naira were just listening to their conversation from sitting on a different bed and Naira got tears in her eyes listening to their conversation.

Naira to Sid- Kitna kuch jhela hai na inn dono ne bhagwaan na kare kabhi bhi ek bhai ko apne behen se milne ke liye itna mushkilon ka samna karna pade

Sid- Sana kaafi strong hai 

Naira- Hufff...no limits. She is my inspiration Maamu

Sid- Kal Weekend ka vaar hai...I wish sab sort hojaye ache se. I will miss you here Bachha

Naira- Awww maamu jaldi aajaoge aap ab zyada din nahi bache

Sid- Yesss

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