his majesty - michaelandluke

1.4

Luke

If I told you I was fine, I'd be lying.

If I told you I was absolutely devastated, that would be a slight lie as well.

Crushed would fit my feelings at the moment. I felt like someone ripped my heart out and mercilessly stepped on it over and over and over again.

I've luckily avoided Michael the last couple days, him not needing me anymore. Instead, I mope around in my room or help Stella.

I've become silent, and I only speak when it's absolutely necessary. I'm too afraid to leave my room in fear I'll see Michael.

The name itself makes me physically ill.

I barely touched food, my stomach growling almost all the time. I was now a sad bag of bones. Just a skeleton.

Michael was my first. He was my first kiss, first love, first everything. And now it's gone.

A knock interrupted my thoughts.

I saw a tuff of black poke its head in my room. Calum.

"Hey, Cal." I croaked, sitting up.
"Hey, Luke. Are you alright?" He asked, shutting the door. I shook my head, letting my feet dangle off the sides of the bed.

I felt my right side dip, an arm wrapping around my shoulders. I leant my head against him and he squeezed me slightly.

"You know you'll be okay eventually, right?" He spoke, playing with my hair slightly.

I just nodded. It sucked right now, but I know that it will be alright again someday. Someday.

"You know he's just as torn up as you are, right?" He added, me lifting my head up and giving him a confused glance.

"But he kissed her. I saw it." I whimpered, tugging at my hair.

Calum just gave me a sad smile and helped me under the duvet.

"Just get some rest, Luke. You'll figure it out eventually."

And then he left.

He left me with more questions than answers.

A/N: it's kind of a two part thing that's why its so short !! Sorry !! 3 more chapters to go :/// I'll do a double update (((:  -F