his majesty - michaelandluke

1.5

Luke

Calum came back sometimes, either forcing me to eat something or to give me some answers.

"Please eat something by the time I'm back." He pleaded, shutting the door. I just scowled, slumping. I was in the pissy phase. I knew I'd be sad again soon but I'm thankful I'm not so mopey.

I heard a knock on the door and I groaned. "What now, Calum?" I spat, the door opening.

"It's not Calum." I heard him whisper. My stomach dropped and I clenched my eyes shut.

"What do you want, Michael?" I spat, his name burning my throat.

"I just need to explain." He pleaded, his face coming into the light.

He looked dreadful.

His hair was matted and greasy, not looking like he showered in weeks. His eyes where bloodshot, dark circles surrounding them. They were sunken in too. He looked paler and thinner than usual. Plus, I spotted some stubble.

"Just let me explain." He pleaded once more.

I just nodded slightly and he opened his mouth.

"I know it seems like I was kissing her back but I wasn't. Wait.. that started off wrong. Just.. I wasn't kissing her back alright? I was coming out of the bathroom when she pushed me up against the wall. I thought it was you and I wrapped my arms around her. I heard her giggle and I automatically knew it wasn't you. But it was too late."

He stopped to wipe his eyes.

"Her lips were on mine. And you just so happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time. I pushed her away but you were already gone. I saw the heartbroken expression and god Luke, that killed me."

He paused and continued.

"I left her and went to search for you but I couldn't find you. Luke, you scared me. And I'm sorry. I am so fucking sorry and I completely understand if you want nothing to do with me. I just wanted you to know." He finished off, wiping his face.

I was speechless. I know what Calum meant.

"Luke? Please..say something?" He cried slightly. I just shook my head.
It wasn't his fault.

"I believe you, Michael." I spoke, sighing.

His face lit up.

"But I'm still not alright. I need some time. We both need more time. You know I love you right?.."

I saw him nod and he stepped towards me.

"I love you as well." He whispered, kissing my cheek. "I'll wait for you. I always will." He muttered, slipping out the door.

And I was left to cry once again.

A/N: double update for you guys (((': so Michael isn't a total cheater. Hm.
Two more chapters left guys !!! -F