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You know when your bored, or maybe are just zoning out, or listening to music?

Do you ever just.. like, remember every single thing you've ever done wrong, and felt bad for some stupid thing the other person doesn't even remember?

Do you ever question every choice you've made, regarding other people?

I have. It's awful.

Sometimes I just stop and think about ever horrible thing I've done and every thing I did that was my fault

Not on purpose, mind you.

It just happens.

Then I get to the ever fun question of 'friends'.

Why do I have friends? Should I have friends? What even are friends?

My worst place to wonder into is the 'existence realm', as I call it, where I think about how easy it would be to just, disappear.

Am I the only one who ever thinks like this?

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