𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝑶𝒇 𝑰𝒄𝒆, 𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒍 𝑶𝒇 𝑮𝒐𝒍𝒅~ 𝐊𝐓𝐇 𝐅𝐅 | 𝐕 𝐅𝐅

Part- 33 Regret?

(Double update, please vote and comment)

We are sitting in the terrace patio after having dinner, talking about random stuff.

Jimin- So other than a singer, what did you actually wanted to become?

Taehyung- I like sketching and designing. I wanted to become a designer or even a graphic designer. But in middle school, I suddenly changed my mind; "No, I want to become a singer and take over the company confidently." That's where I changed my mind.
My parents had allowed me to choose my own carrier but as I am a single child, the company would either be inherited by my uncle or the most successful artist under the entertainment would be handed it over.

Jimin- Oh, that's interesting. What about you Lexi?

Lexi- I always wanted to become a kdrama actress but I will have to take over the president's post as soon as I get my degree. Although it's a conglomerate group, the company under my parents has the largest shares and my father wants no relative to possess it or else neither I nor my sister will no longer have the power to change the CEO. I have no choice but to do what my parents say.

Y/n- But you should follow your dream! Be what you want to be.

Lexi- Do you think dreams can just be had?

Y/n- It's better to work where you have interest rather than somewhere you are being forced to–

Lexi- You cannot decide your own faith! But how would you know? You always lived in a perfect environment while I have seen what happens when you want to push for your dreams.

I had paused.

Her voice came out sharp; sharp enough to pierce through my heart.

Lexi- Do you know what it is like to not being able to do something that you love?–

Y/n- Yes I do. Thought you would remember.

Lexi- I'm.. sorry.

I quietly stood up and stomped downstairs, into my room and sat on the couch in the big balcony, under the open starry sky, a pillow was hugged by me.

Taehyung came into the room.

Taehyung- Yn.. Are you okay?

Y/n-  Probably yes.. probably not.

He sat beside me, tightly wrapping his arm around my shoulders in his warm embrace.

Y/n- The good-for-nothing years. People say that your preteen years won't return how much you wish to relive them so enjoy it to the fullest. But I wish years like them never find me again.

Y/n- Lia pushed me into that stupid pond and gave me a childhood trauma that would live with me forever, I had to move to India and then Australia; away from my parents and grandparents for three and a half years. We got distant, my grandparents died in the car crash when they were picking me from the airport, Yoongi hurt his shoulder in that accident, my right hand was paralyzed and my knee was dislocated which led to it's weakness and due to that, I wasn't able to wear heels until I turned 18. Anything else?– Wait, also, I wasn't able to pursue my dream of become a model, let alone runway model! What will I do with this good height of 175cm?

Taehyung- You've been through a lot. Lexi was just overwhelmed by her feelings and the family pressure.

He kissed my forehead.

Taehyung- Wait here, I'll bring Lexi for you both to talk in alone. She's also regretting that she hurt you and shouldn't have argued.

After a bit, I heard a knock on the door.

Y/n- The door is open.

The door opened and I knew it was Lexi from the knocking pattern. She came infront of me and squatted while holding my hands.

Lexi- I am really sorry, Sugar.

Only she calls me by my childhood nickname now; that too very rarely.

I stayed silent.

Lexi- I know it was my fault. I shouldn't have argued with you and should have quietly taken your opinion.

Lexi- I take back whatever I said. Please take my apology.

Y/n- I don't want anyone else to go through what I had seen. Not being able to do what you always wanted to. It's my fault too. I shouldn't have said that in the first place.

Lexi- My words were bitter, they would've easily triggered anyone. I'm really sorry.

Y/n- Idiot, why would I be angry on you? Stand up.

Lexi- So you forgave me?

I held her hands, stood her up and hugged her.

Y/n- I could never hold a grudge against you.

Lexi- I love youuuu!!!!

Y/n- Love you too.

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Laying on my bed, I was re-reading the Twisted Love because how shouldn't I? The plot is absolutely unpredictable. I share the same trauma as Ava does and I feel the most attached to her than I do in the whole Booktok.

Taehyung came and layed beside me. He tried to peak in the book but I shut-closed it. Poor boy would be soo traumatized if he read just the bonus epilogue.

Y/n- Are you comfortable with me here? Or should I go on the couch?

Taehyung- Why? So should I pick you up and shift to the bed? Is that what you want?

Y/n- Nevermind.. You won't overcome your teasing, will you?

He folded his arms in a sassy manner

Taehyung- Nope. I'm still your bestfriend~ The same little irritating boy who will say the most unhinged thing you would ever hear with a straight face.

He gave me a cheeky smile and I pinched his cheek.

Y/n- Being sassy is my job, not yours.

Taehyung- Anyways, what are you reading?

Y/n- Twisted Love.

Taehyung- Oh, is that Mr. 'It's an important phone call'?

Y/n- What the– how do you know THAT scene?

Taehyung- I borrowed some books from Lexi which you loved. What were those called.. Dark Romance! Right.

Y/n- So you know... Did she gave you and you read Haunting Adeline by any chance?

Taehyung- Yeah I did..

Y/n- And??

Taehyung- And I regretted my decision.. We don't talk about that.

I scoffed. This girl ain't no innocent. I bet he is traumatized to this moment.

Y/n- Knew it. This is what happens when you try to sneak behind my back.

Taehyung- Whatever.

He got on top of me in a second and pinned me down on the bed.

Taehyung- Wanna recreate those scenes?

Y/n- Ayo– since when did you became soo brave?

Taehyung- Since the day you made me fall for you I guess.

Y/n- Not today bro. I'm on my periods.

Taehyung- Tomorrow?

Y/n- Sounds good. It's my last day.

I turned off the light and we slept off, spooning eachother under the cozy material of the blanket.

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This part gave a small sum-up of what happened in Yn's childhood from when she was 9 to 13 years old.

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