rose → ziall

NINETEEN

n.

it was hard to sleep at night,
and wake up in the morning... knowing that there'll be nothing to look forward too,

only a morning walk looking for.. peace.

nothing makes sense,
he didn't make sense, he always held something.. mysterious.

he never really showed his full self.

the news held my answer though.

the truck i knew all too well had crashed on the highway,
the reason for the crash..

no one knew because both drivers fucking died.

zayn had died, in a crash, due to impact.

the hospital he was in gave the confirmation of a death.

maybe he's still alive, right?

i never held on to hope, because it always disappointed me.
and from that moment,

i knew i wasn't worth this life.

i wasn't made for this if the only man who cared for me..

had left.

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this chapter sucked balls.
ugh, i'm sorry.

qotd: is zayn really dead?
aotd: no comment.

-softlou x