INTERNET SUPPORT GROUP (PHAN)

Chapter 3: The Email

Phil

I woke up and Dan wasn't in here. He must be awake. A shivered at the thought of last night. His hot breath in my neck, arm wrapped round me. It was the closest I was ever going to get to him. I sat up and checked the time 9:37 am. I hopped in the shower and washed my hair and body. Glancing at my arm I saw the faded white lines of my childhood. I was so great full those days were over. It was Dan who helped me through that rough patch. Although he didn't know till later on. I stepped out and proceeded to dry myself. Wrapping the towel round my head I slipped on some clothes and went to twitter.
Who's ready for pinof 7

I hit tweet and instantly my Twitter blew up. It would be out in a couple hours. I just had to edit it. Reviewing the footage we filmed I found it difficult to cut it down to around 6 minutes. I loved every single minute of the video. Looking over it again I found bits where I would stare into Dan's eyes. Knowing that would be creepy to upload I cut those bits out.

Eventually I fished the two videos. Pinof 7 and pinof 7 extras which I would upload later in the week. I checked the time again 11:38am. Just under two hours. Not bad Phil. "Dan" I shouted "I've finished editing pinof 7" he came bundling in "lemme see" He said eagerly and I hit play. When it was done he smiled and hugged me "perfect" he whispered into my ear. He pulled away and I mumbled "like you then" luckily he didn't he and I mentally slapped myself for saying that

Dan skipped out my room and i went back onto twitter. Choosing the thumbnail and hitting upload i tweeted:

uploading noww >•<

again my phone blew up with notifications and i waited until the video had finished and was up. Instantly people were watching and commenting. PINOFs were always my favorite to record. I could be weird and close to Dan without him thinking im stupid. We would fake flirt in between but i knew he didn't mean any of it. He was as straight as a ruler and i... well im not. My life is like some cliche love story. I groaned and went to go eat something. I wanted to collab with someone as ive been doing loner videos at the moment. But everyone was busy. I guess i could just wait.

Dan

i swear that when i said that the pinof was perfect he mumbled something like like you then. I'm not sure it may just be my feelings messing with my head. But it seems to add up.  We just fit together its like fate  made sure we met and became friends. Phil is just perfect in every way and i hate that hes not mine.

~time skip 2 weeks~

"look phil i didn't mean it like that" he didnt say anything "phil"  he rolled his eyes "well what did you mean" he spoke calmly. I don't know, i dont know what i meant. But my mouth couldn't say the words. He got up and walked out. Ugh im such an idiot. We got into a fight becuase i was rude to him apparently i don't even remember what i said. "phil come back" i screamed in anger and kicked the chair. I always do this. I kicked the chair again then i was reduced to tears. I hated when we fought, he would just give me the silent treatment and walk off. It hurt a lot. I heard footsteps but didnt look up. Arms wrapped round me and i instantly stopped crying. Phil was everything to me

"im sorry" i whispered, he rubbed my back "i know" he replied "me too." The only thing i like about fighting is the hugs. I wiped the tears away and sat up. His arms loosened and dropped by his side "i think im going to make a video" i spoke and he smiled "im gunna do another internet support group, i know its early but oh well" phils face dropped and he rushed out the room, okay that was weird. I grabbed my phone and told people to get on my channel ready for this live stream. I stated to set everything up and quickly planned out what to say. I could here Phil shuffling around in his room and i grabbed my laptop. Right here we go

Clicking play the live stream started up. Instantly people were watching and i cleared my throat "hello internet its that time again. Its time for the Internet Support group" i put the computer up to the camera and played the intro. "right well this is different isn't it lets hope i don't fluck this up then" i laughed nervously. Pulling out my wine i looked at the comments. There were such comments like 'wheres phil' or "really dan wine already' i chuckled "yes guys im getting prepared lets go" before i read out the first email from a few weeks ago, phil walked in "hey guys im crashing this live stream" he laughed but his eyes were all puffy. "right so Sarah,17 from the US says, i was at school and i had pen on my lip, i didn't know and this boy pointed to is lips to say i did. I misread this as an 'im going to kiss you' signal and slapped him. Now everyone is scared of me, what do i do" by this time is had fished reading this we were both in stitches

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"right last email titled 'im in love' Phil shifted nervously in his seat. I opened the email and read aloud "Phil, 28 from lon-" i stopped an released that it was my phil. I laughed nervously and the comments were full of 'Dan continue' or 'is that Phil as in AmazingPhil' i cleared my throat and looked over and Phil who was bright red. "anyway i hope you enjoyed this support group live stream. Now to sort out my own life, goodbye internet" i shut off the live-stream and Phil swiftly got up. I grabbed his arm "wait i haven't finished" i whispered. "phil, 28 from London" he shook his head "don't Dan" he pleaded. I gulped "Phil, 28 London, Im in love with my best friend" Tears were streaming down his face and i dropped the computer. I hesitated but crashed my lips into his

i knew he felt the same way