Awake, and Unafraid (Frerard, Rikey)

The truth

Franks p.o.v.

Damn it did I just say I liked Bob out loud?

"Did you just say you liked Bob?" Mikey asked staring at me.

I freeze

I don't like bob..

I love Gerard...

Should I tell him?

I mean, if I tell him..

I mean he's my best friend... But I haven't known him for a very long time... If it was Ray then yea I would tell him. But this is Mikey.

Gerard's brother.

But he wouldn't tell him I said not too. Right?

"Uh I uh..." I stutter

Mikey's face turns into a huge smile.

"Oh my god... I have good news then." He beams.

"What?" I question.

"BOB LIKES YOU TOO THIS IS PERFECT AW YOU GUYS WILL LOOK SO CUTE!" He yells.

What

"Oh my god this is perfect...." Mikey says smiling.

GOD DAMN IT

"Yea haAhaha." I chuckle nervously.

I don't like Bob though...

How do I tell him?

"Uh Mikey..."

"SHH IM GONNA CALL BOB." He screamed.

"But-", he cut me off again

"shhh." He hissed.

"Hey Bob I have news.... No...no...yes I am...no that's actually weird because I was gonna call you about that....Haha yea I am with him...no wait I wanna tell you something... Well you know how you like Frank? well he likes you back..." Mikey says.

DAMN It

I'm screwed...

"Yea I'll ask him." Mikey says smiling.

"Do you wanna go on a double date? With me and Ray, you And Bob?" He asks.

What do I say?

"Uh sure...." I say awkwardly.

I'm screwed.

Mikey hangs up and smiles.

"Are you excited?" He asks me.

"Mikey... I don't-" he gives me a sad look.

"I-I am really excited thank you..." I say.

I mean Bob can't like me that much can he?

Mikey puts a Green Day CD in and Basket Case blasts.

Basically our sleepover goes how they always go.

We listen to music, eat, talk, watch horror movies and sleep. Sometimes Gerard wanders in and hangs out with us. But he's usually in his room.

We ordered pizza and watched a crappy zombie movie, and laughed our heads off.

I even forgot about my date with Bob for awhile,

But then I remembered it.

I could hurt Bob now... That was the last thing I wanted to do. I mean he's an amazing person and I don't want to crush him...

I'm a monster.

A terrible terrible monster.

And I tear people's hearts out now...

I don't wanna hurt anyone...

"Mikey I'm gonna go to bed okay? Im really tired..." I say fake yawning. It was only 12 o'clock.

"Okayyyy. We need our 'beauty sleep'." He says chuckling.

I lay down, and in a matter of ten minutes I fall into a deep, dreamless sleep.

***

We wake up around 12.

Our date was at 2. We had some time to eat and get dressed.

We both decided to get a shower, but before I walked into the bathroom Gerard walks into Mikey's bedroom.

"Hey guys, what are you getting ready for?" Gerard asks.

"Well my date, and for Frank he has-"

"TO MEET MY MOM AT THE MOVIES TOO." I blurt out cutting Mikey off.

Mikey gives me a what the fuck look and I shrug sheepishly.

"Okay... Have fun?" Gerard asks/tells and walks out of the room.

"Why DIDNT you tell Gerard that you were going out with Bob today?" He asked.

Okay now to tell him.

"Because I don't really like Bob..." I say.

"Then who do you like?" He asks.

"I like Gerard... And I said Bob because I didn't know what to say..."

***

Rays p.o.v.

It was 1 and I had to be at the movies at two.

I had to look perfect, I mean, I was going on a date with Mikey Way... And I wanted to impress him with my styling skills.

I picked out a black shirt and ripped jeans, with some old converses. It was a very "cute" first date look. Maybe if I get lucky I'll put my arm around him or he'll put his arm around me. It would work well. I know It will. We were meant to be together right? I mean if we Weren't, this wouldn't have happened. I really hope this goes well... I mean it has too. I need to ffforgeeet that everythhhinggg....

Ray, take a deep breath. It's okay.

Now to get a shower and everything will be alright.