A/n: Hey guys, sorry for the odd chapter, I tried making it longer.. Sorry xø
Gerard's p.o.v.
I decided to go on a early morning walk, so I got dressed and walked into the kitchen, I wanted to grab something but the voices told me not to. I mean, I'm not that hungry...
GERARD STOP.
I grab my black coat and purple scarf, and walk outside.
The bitter cold air was strangling me. I felt the cold breeze run through my hair. The sun was shining on the white snow. I hated white.
White made me feel like I couldn't control anything. It was too great and too white...
It made me think of terrible things. I couldn't control it at all and it made me feel sick.
I have little things that can control my mind easily, and that's not healthy.
It scares me actually. It scares everyone. Especially my parents and Mikey.
My parents usually aren't around. They always have work. But they're home occasionally. Usually when we are at school.
My dad travels and my mom works the day shift and most times the night shift at the hospital in the town next you Belleville.
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I walk into an alley, it was between to buildings. It had walls with spray paint all over them. They had words like
"Fuck this world we live in"
And
"Let me free"
It was a pretty decent wall of words. I should add some sometime.
I walk out of the ally and down the street.
Words are going through my head...
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"Can you tell from the look in our eyes?
we're going nowhere
We live our lives like we're ready to die
we're going nowhere
Can you tell from the look in our eyes?
we're going nowhere
We live our lives like we're ready to die
This is sempiternal
I thought I buried you and covered the tracks
You'll have to take this with your cold dead hand
I thought I buried you where sin can never die
I thought I cut you loose, severed the feeling
I slipped through the cracks as you clamped to my shirt
I thought I buried you where sin can never die
Fuck
Can you tell from the look in our eyes?
we're going nowhere
We live our lives and we're ready to die
we're going nowhere
You can run but you'll never escape
over and over again
Will we ever see the end?
we're going nowhere
This is sempiternal
Will we ever see the end?
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