You POV
It's been 1 week, 1week i distance myself to the girls 1week since i always in my room, The girls trying to get me out the house and visiting me but i always lock my door when i know that they coming. i just i can't face them because what i did i am so ashamed that i didn't even believe them, i'm ashamed that i was mad for them for believe to a lie that ian made. i was out of my thought to someone knocking on my door.
"Y/n come on open this door you need to eat" said ally on the other side of the door last night ally,mani,dj and camila come to my house because my parents told them that i was gonna be alone again they going to some business trip? i don't know anymore what is actually happening and maybe your asking where is lauren? i actually don't know but i am worried she never came to my house anymore this past 3days is she giving up on me thats easy? my stomach is growl because i'm hungry hey! don't judge me it's dinner time and i didn't even ate breakfast and lunch because the girls is all over my house. i sigh and stand up i can't starve myself because my bands mate and i need to work for our next album.
"y/n-" cami cut herself when i open the door they look at me wide eye they hug me instantly
"Omg! you alive!!"
"We missed you!"
"Don't avoid us!"
"Dawg if you do that i again we gonna give you a poly beat down!"
I chuckle and pulled away to the hugs i miss this maybe they not mad at me i look at them they look worried yet relief because i came out to my bedroom i look down and play with my finger
"I'm sorry" i said above the whisper
"You don't-" i cut ally
"No, I'm sorry for what i do, I'm sorry for being mad at you I'm sorry for trusting ian than yours, I'm sorry for ditching you all, I'm sorry because i know i disapointed you and i know you all mad at me" right now i have tears ready to fall
"oh y/n we are not mad at you. come her sweetie" ally said and they hug me i hug them back
"Come on i bet your hungry ally cook your favorites!!" mani said excited i chuckle
"But you need to make it up to us for ditching us for that dick" dj got a smack on the head by ally
"Ow! what was that for?"
"Let just eat guys! come on Y/n/n!" said mila and grab my hand drag me to the kitchen when we get to the kitchen there is a lot of food and have a 5 plates in the table i look at the girls
"Why? is only 5 where is lauren? it's been 3days i didn't hear her voice or coming to this house" they look away from me i sigh
"Guys please tell me where is she? i wanna apologize to my behavior this week"
"She just busy because the management make her do something" i look at them confused
"And that is?" the shook they're head
"i think lauren need to tell you what is that" dj said i nodded
"ok! i gotta go to your house is she there?"
"Actually we don't know because we never leave this house we are so worried with you" cami said in a little sad tone i sigh and walk to her i hug her she hug me back
"I'm sorry ok. it's just i hate disapointing you girls you like my family"
"Yeah we know just talk to us when you feel like that ok" i nodded
"i'm just going in your house maybe she is there i wanna see her i really miss her"
"but you need to eat"
"yeah i be back promise" they nodded i walk out to my house i saw a unfamiliar car in the girls driveway i furrow my eye brow i knock on the door but after a minute no one answer i twist the doornob and it's not lock so i walk in i saw a t-shirts on the floor my heart bit raise there is something going on my mind but i shook it off because i know she never gonna do that. i walk to the living room and i froze i feel like there is a lamp on my throat i have a tears forming in my eyes.
"L-lauren?"
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Hey! i told you gonna update today! 😉 Let say that i am not busy that much, did you enjoy this chapter? sorry for the mistake and a wrong grammar i actually trying to fix it the grammar,
Btw!! I was doing a new story! it's lauren/you i hope you gonna like it, maybe tmr. or on saturday i gonna publish the new story. 😁
