Your POV
Let's shawn and i making out in my room i was actually in my room i was under him and in a minutes our making out is a little heated now his hand is under my shirt i pulled off my shirt and i pulled his shirt above and he take it off he look at me
"are you sure about this?" he ask me a little bit worried because he respecting me o mean specially i am still a virgin. actually i want lauren the one to be my first but that is not gonna happen i just nodded
"yes" and the i pull him by neck to kiss him i started unbottoning his pants. the air become an issue so he start sucking my neck and i moan i pulled the zipper down but before i or pulled his pants down the door is burst open.
"Yo! Lovebirds let's go...OH MY GOD MY EYES!" skylar said and shawn and i snapp our head to her direction and we heard footstep and now we saw all of them in fornt of my door shawn quickly get off of me and he cover us with my blanket my bandmates and mani have a smirk door faces, dinah is look like she is stoping her smirk, camila she is smilling a little but her eyes was puffy and red is she been crying? i hope she is ok, ally look shock and lauren look so Jealous, furious and sad?
"SERIOUSLY!?! sky? can you stop walking like that" i said in frustration what can you blame me? she always doing that
"Someone is a little bit frustrated" sam said that while her smirk is growing when she saw lauren face i tilted by to the side why she like that?
"Oh Shut Up! i am not" i defend myself
"yeah yeah! but shawn this place is romantic for her first" i glared at sky she just laugh
"i-it's actually i-i-uhm" he groan and that cause my bandmates to laugh again i look at him
"Relax babe, they just teasing you" he nodded
"sorry"
"ok sky what are you saying before barging in my room?" i said
"it's actually we decide to go the beach i mean the sun is really beautiful and it's time we need to hangout, so are you coming boo??" mani ask i nodded
"Yea-" before i answer i heard the phone kf shawn ring i look at him and he read it look at me disapointed i frown "is everything ok?" he sigh
"I can't go with you my manager said that i need to go to the studio to record , i know i promise to be here today but-" he start rumble to be honest he so cute i peck his lips
"hey, it's fine just go, we still have a next time" he nodded and stand put his shirt and say goodbye to the girls the look at me waiting for my answer
"Ok! Who is ready for the beach!?" i yelled and they cheered
I was looking for my bikini and putting my clothes to the bag i got my shades put it on top of my head i look around, i get some of i need i exit my room i walk past the room of mila her door is a little open so i look to her room hey! don't judge me i miss my one of my bestfriends i saw her sitting on the bed she is still not ready i look at her for a second i frown why she so deep and thought look sad she put her head on her hand when i about to walk out i heard her whimper i look at her again her shoulder is shaking wait! she is crying! but why? i can't take it anymore I walk to her room
"Cami?" she look up quickly and she have tears i run to her and hug her she hug me back she is sobbing now i rub her back i whisper to her hear nothing but a sweet little thing we been like this by 5mins i was a little confused that the others still not done yet to be ready she stop crying she pulled away and look at me
"I-i'm sorry, i should to understand you feeling, i should be there when you need a friend i shouldn't give up on you, i'm sorry i didn't be a great friend, i should know that you are the one who is shawn talking about, i should looking for you where you leave i should be wo-" before camila continue i cut her off
"Camila! hey,hey, it's fine, it's actually my fault i should told you girls that i was going to somewhere and i should call you or the other girls, stop saying sorry mila what you and dinah said when you saw me in first time is true i should understand what you feel when i leave, it's ok cami stop crying i am not mad at you," she nodded and hug me
"i-it's just really hurt when y-you l-leave us we just lost our sister/bestfriend t-that's why i talk to you l-liked that"
"shhh! it's happened now and that is in past, all i want now it to have my one of my bestfriend back to my life , if she gonna let me to be back to her life be her bestfriend again" she look shock she have tears falling in her cheek i whipe it she nodded
"o-ofcourse i want you back to my life i miss you so so so much booboo" she sai hugging me
"I miss you more my koala, i promise that i never gonna leave again without tell you and i will always calling you" i said she look at me she open her mouth but close it "what is it?" i ask her she look up
"Can i see?" she ask i know what she talking about i look down
"I- i don't know i-it's ugly"
"please?" she beg i nodded i hand her my two wrist she look at it she trace the scars "why?"
"It's just that really hurt and i can't take it anymore and by doing that , cutting, being drunk and smoke take a joint it's my relief i forgot everything being alone being stupid to give all my love to her and thought that she never gonna cheat on me it's just hurt, and to be honest seeing her being with someone is really hurt me," i said there is falling some tears on my face now she rub my back to comfort me the other hand of her is holding my hand she look at me sympathic
"you still love her don't you?" she ask me hesitant
"I never stop loving her cami, yes i love shawn but i love her more than shawn and shawn know that i still love my ex but he still be there for me accept me" i said to her
"so? you never told him that is your ex is lauren?" i shook my head
"no because i know lauren still not ready to know that she like girls" she nodded in agreement
"yeah your right" she said we fell in silent
"Y/N, CAMILA! HURRY UP! WE HAVE TO GO" ally shouted from downstare
"Ok!" i shout back i look at mila "come on we gotta go," i stand up
"Wait!" i look at her confused she look down and play her fingers "uhm. we are friends again right?" she ask me again to conform we are ok i smile and stand in front of her
"no" i said straight she look at me hurt
"oh" that's only she said i smile
"no, because we are bestfriend even i leave you in the past" she give me a big smile and koala hug me
"omg! i thought you hate me " i chuckle
"ofcourse not" i said
"I am happy that camila and i are in good terms now, i am glad that she is back. there is one poly girl i need back to me but i don't know how"
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you and mila is on a good terms now. but how you and dinah gonna be back being bestfriend again? what do you think what is gonna happen next?
