Your POV
"I...ii...uhm"
"Did you do selfharm? but why?" i look down in embarassment most all the girls i don't want her to know about this i know what she gonna feel about this when she know she walk to my hold my hands mila still in my side rubbing my back for reassurance
"Tell her y/n, she have to know" said mila in very soft tone i was starting to cry again
"I... y-yeah i.. Do s-selfharm b-but i p-promise it's on the past.. i'm sorry please d-don't be mad at me" i was sobbing now i feel she hug me
"Hey.. hey... you said it's in the past now... it's ok. just please don't do it again it broke my heart to know that you do that to yourself" i nodded
"i-i promise" i pulled away and look at her she whipe my tears she give me reassurance smile and i saw someone is behind her she have a tears on her cheeks too "I'm sorry ally and normani" i said to them i ally confused when i said mani names but she turn around saw normani
"hey? you heard all?" she ask mani she nodded
"y-yeah but w-why?" mani ask me hesitant i lower my head
"uhm.. i think you need to sit down" they both sit down on the opposite of camila and i mila hold my hand for telling me she is here
"you can do it, " i nodded and sigh i tell them what i told camila why selfharm, being alcoholic when i got to the depression after i finish the story they both have tears and as of mila she is crying again and holding my hand very she seem to hurt even if i said to her that it's ok. the two stood up and go to me and hug me
"We love u so much boo just please don't do it again, and come to one of us if you need someone to talk" normani said
"Sweetie everything is fine now right?" ally ask me i nodded
"yeah i gues?" i look down before anyone can talk we heard someone going downstares we pulled away whipe out eyes
"I love you we love you sweetie" ally said kissing my forehead
"i love you too guys" give them a sweet smile and ally walk to the fridge to find what she gonna cook mani walk to the other side and sat down i look at mila i sigh she is in thought i hold her hand squezz it she look at me and i mouthed "Don't blame yourself i'm ok now" She nodded and kiss my cheek rest her head on my should
"morning" i heard a ruspy voice when about to respond she frown her eyebrow "is everything ok?" she ask i tense and look at the other girls
"yeah everything is ok lo, and btw! goodmorning" ally respond quickly i gave her a "thankful look" she nodded i heard a soft snore i giggle and look to cami poke her nose she crunch her nose cutely i chuckle
"you know, even if she is mad at you when you leave, we know she really miss you" mani said i look at her give her a small smile
"You know she didn't even talk to me in a month because we all know that you left because of me" lauren said in sad tone normani give her a sad smile
"Ren i told u before it's not your fault it's my choice ok? stop blaming yourself" her face lit up when i call by her nickname she nodded
"ok!" i smile because i remember the old times. ally set all the food in the table she sat on the side of mila
"so? let's eat?" ally ask in no particular
"you don't need said it twice" before i grab the food i remember mila is lying on my shoulder i shook at her "cami?" she groan and bury her face on my shoulder "Cami wake up"
"noooo, let me sleep y/n" she whine i sigh
"Cami you need to wake up or i gonna eat all ally cook" she shoot up
"no! i'm awake now" i chuckle i pinch her cheek
"your still the dork that i know" she look at me and give me a toothly smile
"ofcourse i do" someone clear there throat
"let's eat now" said lauren i think i saw a jealousy? i look at the three other girls they have smirk "What!?" i mouthed to them they just shook there head i groan and start to eat
Camila POV
When y/n start to eat i nudge ally and mani they look at me i give them knowing look and mouthed "she still love y/n" the two girls who nodded in agreement and i heard my phone to know that i have msg. i raise my eyebrow to the two because they have their phone on there hand, i look at lauren she is on the phone probably on the thmblr. she is look really jealous Ha! i knew it! I look at y/n who seem to focus on her food i chuckle silently because she still the same y/n i know i look at my phone and saw that i have a group chat with ally and mani
(N-Normani, A-Ally, C-Camila)
N- we need to have a plan to get them together, because we just saw lauren look at y/n like she is the only girl in the world
A- i agree with mani because i know y/n still love lauren the way she look at her too
C- yeah but i think y/n is on her mind right now is having back her another bestfriend which is dinah
A- how do you know about that?
C- because when dinah is walking past her she was like to talk to dinah but ofcourse being stubborn of dinah she ignore y/n. If dinah only new 😔
N-Hmm? yeah i notice that too, but i think dinah want to have her bestfriend too i mean when we are in the beach i saw dinah looking at you both she have this sad look
A- how about this? we gonna start back the three musketeers?
C- yeah ... i'm in... But how?
N- I have an idea 😏
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hey! guys here is an update sorry i didn't read this so sorry for the mistake
What do you think normani plans? are they gonna be succed or failed?
and do you want dinah and y/n be in good terms now?
What about you and lauren? is lauren still love you??
