Your POV
-Flashback-
"L-lauren?" they pulled away she look at me shock and the turn to face me my jaw clench to it's Noah!
"y/N! i-it's not w-what you think!" she said standing up i look at her she is only on her bra and underware, Right now all i feel is betray,Pain, Disguise and anger all emotion is on me right now. i look at noah furiously i walk to him i punch him
"WHAT THE-"
"You! Leave this fucking House now!!" i growl
"You can't kick me out this house it's not yours and you gonna pay for what you did to me" he stand up he was about to punch me but someone caught his fist i look the person i saw dinah her eyes full of anger i see all the girls eyes they mad, disapointed and worried
"Yes! she can't but we can Now LEAVE!" he look at me
"We are not done" he said before grab his stuff and ran outside
"Oh! but we are!"
"What the hell Lauren!!" they all said i look at her she have tears now i just shook my head
"I..It's not what y-you think y-Y/n-"she said walking to me she try to hug me but i back up
"Stop! lauren" she didn't listen to she was reaching at me dinah was on my back with the girls "I SAID STOP!" she jump and look at me i have tears on my eyes "Don't tell me it's not looks like are, Because i am not a fucking Stupid!! I just what distance myself to you a what? a week, a Week lauren , it's not that long to cheated on me, What did i do to make you do this?" i ask her she shook her
"N-nothing, i don't know what i got to me ,i'm sorry p-please i-i never gonna do it again" i shook my head i was trying to get out her grasp she is hugging me very tight i was sobbing now
"No ! lauren you do this twice now i.. ugh!! i can't anymore, you don't think that i don't saw you the way you look at him? i know you like him too i just don't know what you not breaking up with me, i - i think you need to go with him i know you gonna be happy with him" she shook her head variously
"No! no!! no! I love you, Don't do this"
"it's just i can't take it anymore , i just can't hold you back, you need someone you can go on a date in public, you deserve someone who gonna treat you right lo, i'm sorry, I love you always Goodbye ren"
-End Of Flashback-
-2Years After-
After that happen there is something worst happen my parents die in the plane crash. i was in my room crying my eyes out because i just broke up to lauren. and i hear our phone ring so i pick up some of i don't know nurse from the hospital tell me what happen. I was broken and sad. when it comes to they're funeral the girls is there my bandmates and some of people who friends of my parents was there but i was emotionless. after that funeral the girls was trying to talk to me but i don't budge to talk to them lauren trying to comfort me but my bandmates, bea, debby and jazz don't let her they know what happen they mad at her but i told them that they don't need to be mad her. after the funeral i lock myself to our house i even drink at morning and night i hate the feeling that my 3 important to my life was gone to my life, my parents was die and lauren was just cheated on me. the month was past and jazz go to my house everyday but when she came in a rash and said that we need to move to london simon said that we gonna promote our band there and work for album which i take it immidiately because who is not gonna take that after what happen to lauren and i it's gonna be awkward. when we move out and go to london i didn't even said goodbye to the girls i know it's gonna be hard and i can't deal with that so after that i never try to reach them. i need a new life that's why i change my phone number too. oh! i forgot to tell you that our band is famous now!! we have 2 songs that is certified platinum the one is "Gravity" yup! your right the one we audition to simon the other one is called "This is not an apology" (yeah i know this is bea miller song but pretend that you wrote it) we actually pretty busy because of the interview photo shooting and performing to the show.
"Watcha thinking?" i out of my thought when i hear brtish accent talk to me i look up and smile
"Nothing... i jusy thinking about this past 2 years and how that we became successful in the music industry here in london even if we are not from her"
"Oh! yeah! it's pretty sick that you just BOOM here! btw! are you excited to go back to LA?" she said in sad tone and she play my hair i was actually lyng on the couch while my head is on her i reach my hand to cupp her cheek
"hey! please don't be sad we still gonna see each other Perrie" she just sigh and play my hair
yes! Perrie Edwards from Little Mix she is actually like my sister when we met each other we just click and let's say she help me to be better because when i got here in london i still in the state that i drunk every night but it's change that when i met her and the other girls they being like my sisters they being over protective to me.
"I know, just don't forget us ok? and don't you dare go back to your bad habbits!!" she said stern i chuckle
"you do realize that i never be drunk that much?" she nodded and kissed my forehead
"i know i just want you to remember that. and please take care yourself i.. i mean we don't wanna see you sick-" i cut perrie to her rant by putting my hand on her mouth
"Shussh!! i gonna be fine promise ok? i never gonna do that again i... i never gonna c-cut again if thats what you all worried." I may or may not cut myself because i'm blaming myself i was dipress,broken and i thought that i was alone she sigh in relief
"ok! i trust you. uhmm.." i look at her confused i sit up
"What do you want to say"
"Are you ready to see them again?" i look at her for a moment "i mean are you ready to see the Fifth Harmony girls again?" i froze i mean it didn't go to my little head that i gonna see her or the girls again after this years i actually don't know what is happening to them because i never in the social media that much i just on twitter post it that's it.
"I actually don't know Per" i said above the whisper
am i ready to see her again? what are they gonna say to me ? are they mad at me? for leaving them?
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