Your POV
After we eat dinner noah go home which i am so happy because he so much cocky ugh! i hate him he start talking about his music which actually never heard of it (Ok guys don't hate me for this is just a story) i was unpacking my staff i look around
"Damn! why am i so much have a lot of stuff?" i ask myself i got to my walking wardrobe to put it on my dress, tshirt, pants etc. and i heard a knock on my door
"Come in" i said from my wardrobe
"y/n?" i heard a familiar voice who i really miss so much i froze she call me again
"i-i'm on the wardrobe" really y/n? you need to stop that I heard a footstep and stop i turn around saw lauren looking at the ground playing her finger i frown i can't help it but being worried i know i need to be mad at her but it's the past all i just want is to see her happy "Hey. is everything ok?" she look at to meet my eyes her eyes is never failed me to be lost i notice she have a tears now in her eyes she shook her head i walk to her
"No! it's not ok! I'm sorry" she said repeating all over again i hug her i feel a spark Yup! Definietly You Still Love Her! she hug me that like she don't want me to leave her
"it's ok-" before i continue she cut me off
"no! i'm sorry, i-i'm sorry f-for ch-cheating o-on y-you, I-i'm sorry to h-hurt y-you I-im sorry i broke m-my p-" i pulled to hug and cupp her face and whipe the tears but it's failed because she was crying now. as of was holding my tears i really hate seeing her like this crying looking hurt
"Lauren! Stop apologizing ok? it's in the past i forgive you. and yes! you hurt me you broke your promise but it's because i broke my promise to you too i promise to stay always in your side but i failed i leave and runaway to all the problem which i regret because i didn't even realize that i hurt a lot of people by doing that. specially you girls it's really hurt but" i took a deep breath and hold her hands she look down and look at me she still have this guilty, sad and something i didn't really catching it "How about we forget the past, and start over again and let's be friends?" i said i pulled my hands to her she frown but i smile at her and extend my right hand to shake her "Deal?" she look down and look to my eyes she nodded
"Deal!" she said shook my hand and hug me i hug her back "I miss you so much" she whisper i smile and i bury my face to crock her neck and a single tears fall
"I miss you too so much" i said i cry to her she hug me tight you can't blame me she still holding my heart i really miss her, i miss her cuddles,kisses,her being childdish sometimes, the way she take care of me when i'm sick when she is being gentlewoman. and when i being brat or childdish she still love me i wish that is gonna be back but i know it's never gonna happen again
after a minutes she go to her room to get rest me i finish to put my things in wardrobe and i just to some onesie i go to my bed and i sigh It's better to be her friend than nothing i just need to hide my feelings for her I thought to myself before the dreamland take over me
-In the Morning-
I woke up to the sunrise to picking in my curtain i groan i try to go back to sleep but i can't my stomach groan i sat up and go to the bathroom to take a toothbrasha after that i walk downstare to the kitchen because i am freaking hungry i heard some talking when i walk there i saw a guy my eyes widen he is talking to camila and the girls i don't see my bandmates maybe they still sleeping
"Goodmorning boo" i heard mani and the guy notice me his eyes wide open and he has a wide smile and he stood up he walk to me
"Y/N?" i smile at him nodded and tackle him to a hug
"Shawnie!"
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Ohh? double update! 😉 this is my apology for you for not updating this last night.
Damn! you and lauren are friend now? how long you gonna hide to her that you still love her, and as for you,camila and dinah are you try gonna ignore each other forever? and shawn is in the story? what do you think what part of y/n life is shawn? of a reader request to make shawn in the story so here it's 😇
