Lauren POV
I tense to his question i mean who is not i look everyone and i saw all of them shock what shawn ask me.
"Shawn what-" before camz can finish what she saying she was cut off by shawn
"No mila i need to know" he said then look at me sriously "Lauren i know you have boyfriend but you still need to answer my question in pure honesty, Do you still love her? Do you want her back?" he ask me in very serious tone Is he crazy asking about this? because if i answer him he is gonna be hurt "Just tell me the truth lauren don't mind me if i gonna hurt or not" he said like he read my mind i sigh
"Yes i s-still love her it's never faded even if i am in a relationship to noah she is the always in my head she always have my heart, A-and it's really hurt me seeing y/n with you shawn that seeing y/n she is laughing because of you it's really hurt me but the thing is she is happy with you i am not gonna r-ruin that and i know that she love you so much i know she move on from, t-that's w-hy take care of her a-and ma-make her happy" i said sobbing now while holding y/n hands and brought to my lips i look at him i saw him smiling at me
"why don't you fight for her or steal her for me? if you still love her, if your really lovr her you gonna fight for her and if you ready of get her back i gonna give up on her give it you be her friend because i know she is more gonna be happy with you. just don't hurt her if that day comes, think about it jauregui" he told me i look at her shock I mean who want to people let y/n i mean come she is fucking perfect i was just stupid to do that to her "So?? i told you we gonna tell you what really happen to her when she is in london, but the first month she in there i don't know what really happen she only told me a few what happen-" before shawn can finished what he is saying He was cut off by Perrie
"Don' worry i can tell you the first month when she was there" shawn look at him confused
"She told you the story?" Perrie nodded
"Yup! she told the girls and i all when we caught her and what almost happen exact thie past minutes" Leigh ann respond you can tell she is sad i frown
"Uhm.. what do you mean "When you caught her?" dinah ask in very worried tone before i can speak i was beat by ally,mani and mila
"Let just let them tell the story to us" they said
-Flashback-
No one POV
The Members of the Dreamers was in the house that simon bought for them the in the living except y/n she is in her bedroom lock herself crying herself The Band was move in london Two weeks ago . The 3 Members of the band,Jazz and little Mix they talking about they collaboration but the 3 members of the band and jazz is really worried about y/n because when they came to the london y/n is never leave her bedroom except when they need to go to the studio or talking to simon.
"Btw! Where is y/n?"Jesy ask no particular The Little Mix Girls they met y/n in 1st week they really like y/n even she is not talking to much or being Happy and goffy herself. They know that y/n is in the rough patch thats why they really agree to simon that they gonna have a collaboration because they want to be close to y/n and ofcourse to the other of member to.
"Uhm. she is in her room, Do you want me to call her?" jasmine ask hesitant
"No, No! can the girls and i get her in her room? " leigh ann ask the 4 girls frown as of jazz Hailey, Sam and sky they tense
"We ac-" before jazz finished what she saying she is cut off by Hailey
"Actually you can girls, ask her to go outside let's in the restaurant" the girls smile and nodded
"Wait what if-" sky was cut off
"Let them maybe they can convince y/n go out and not lock to her bedroom" jazz and skylar nodded indefeat
The little mix go upstairs and found the bedroom door of y/n they knock but no one answer. they try again
"Y/n?"
no answer they frown Perrie hold the doorknob they open the room was a littl dark but there is a light in her bathroom they still can see the bedroom full of alcohol bottle they walk to the bathroom and saw y/n the girls have wide eyes y/n is holding her stomach and curl in to the ball the girls to her they y/n crying in pain she didn't make a sound
"Y/N!!" they yelled
"W-What are y-you d-doing h-here??" she stutter because of her stomach is hurting so much
"We came here to see you, W-what ha-happen?? are you ok? " Perrie ask in worried tone she shake her head
"No m-my stomach is hurt a-and-" The three girls gasp the Perrie at them confused
"What!?!" she ask in panicked tone the three girls pointing to the blood on y/n shirt and wrist Perrie gasp to
"Ahhh!!" y/n scream her stomach is really hurting her and her wrist is not helping when y/n screaming jade is the first to react she go to y/n picked her up and ran downstares the three girls following them y/n still screaming in pain
"What happen'!?" jazz,Hailey, sam and sky ask when they saw jade carrying y/n while she is screaming
"Make it stop Please!!!" she said over and over again they run to the van of little mix and go to the nearest hospital the little mix explaine what they saw when they get up they got to the hospital and y/n rush to the emergency room 3/4 of the dreamers, jazz and little mix is sitting in the waiting area they crying and really worried about y/n
"Why!?" skylar ask in no particular
"B-because sh-she is h-hurt sky-" jazz was cut off
"That's not an excuse!! we are hear for her! she can talk to us!! why!?! she is pushing us away!!" she yelled hailey and sam is hugging her
"Y/N Family??" the doctor came out in the operation room they stood immediately
"What happen?"
"Is she ok?"
"Why she is on so much pain?" they ask the doctor
"Uhm. to answer your question and be honest y/n is not ok she in coma, She have Stomach sick this cause not eating,Smoking and drinking.this disease still can cure of the medicine and monthly check up just make sure she is eating and stop her drinking and smoking, Y/n is actually in the coma because of the injection i gave her i ask her she really want the pain go she said yes but i told her there is consequence that she can possible in the coma in very long time she said it's ok so i gave it to her, that why she is in the coma right now," the doctor finished
"H-how long?" sam ask the doctor give her a sad expression
"We actually she can be in the coma in a week, a month, a year or for life only y/n can know that , her being lost of lot of the blood not helping in her condition right now that why she is really in the bad situation, and i think she in depression right now. I'm sorry guys, btw! you can see her now" the doctor said and give them a simpathy smile .
-End of Flashback-
The Girls sobbing right now especially lauren, She thinking that her fault being sick, Depression and sad. She is actually blaming herself.
and as of Dinah she hate herself that she is not there when her bestfriend is in so much pain and when she need someone
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This sucks i'm so sorry guys. 😔
