Random assortment of semi-suicidal poetry

Father Dearest- RIP

I dont want to whine

I want to be strong

Its what you told me to do

To be all along

I feel blind

I feel dumb

From the world I hide

Their laughs make me numb

Its not enough

To say that I miss you

Things now are rough

I just need you

My best friend and hero

My father dear

Why Oh Why

Did you go from here

And although I'm lost

And cold without you

I know you're at peace

And that you see me too

Ill make you proud

I swear I will

Ive always needed you

And I love you still

When you smile down upon me

From the heavens above

I hope you feel proud

When you see what Ive done

Ill live up to your legacy

Impossible though it seems

I'd give my life

For your eyes to gleam

I have your laugh,

Your smile, they say

I swell with pride

And say 'Im Okay'

I'm not ofcourse

But I will in time

You'll see, dad

Ill shine

Ill shine...