"And it's killin' me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay. And I'm so confused. So hard to choose. Between the pleasure and the pain. And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right. Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind. And I'm not strong enough to stay away"- Not Strong Enough: APOCALYPTICA Ever had the feeling that everything is sitting on the edge and it's about to crumble and fall with a little push? Or maybe the feeling that everything is hanging by a single thread and if something happens, it'll fall? Maybe you do. Maybe you don't but honestly for me right now as a I sit and think, I can see everything about to fall and about to crumble and in the past, I would have done anything to stop it but to be quite honest, I've actually given up and I know that if it falls, I will let it fall and I will probably fall with it because this time, I have no strength left to save it and to continue. And I suppose it all leads back to him. He's the reason I don't have the strength and he's the reason I am near falling and want to fall with it. It all leads back to him. And I suppose, it always really will. Honestly, you most likely have no idea what is happening or what I am talking about and I suppose that's the thing when you're falling, no one knows why or how. And honestly, I don't even know if I want to tell you why I am but I suppose in a way, it'll be the only way to preserve the shattered remains that I am drowning in that symbolise my life right now. So I suppose I invite you to read on and to try and understand how one person can shatter your life and leave you falling.
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Shattering me: A Tronnor and Konner Fan Fiction
Fanfiction"Somebody shine a light. I'm frozen by the fear in me. Somebody make me feel alive And shatter me. So cut me from the line. Dizzy, spinning endlessly. Somebody make me feel alive And shatter me" - Lindsey Stirling, Shatter Me
