bad habits

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i look at you and all i feel is fog
there's bile in my mouth and acid rising in my stomach
the bags under my eyes weigh me down as i try to look away
my feet are dragged through twelve inches of mud whenever i try to walk in the other direction

head always aching, heart pounding like it needs to escape
i always come back to you

when did my hope in you become so fragile?
it used to be strong enough to protect the both of us
but now it wavers whenever you brush me off
i need to stop coming back to you

lemon lavender & long nightsDove le storie prendono vita. Scoprilo ora