I don't need him. I don't need him. He messed up, now he's paying for it. "Don't you think you're being a little harsh?" My best friend Irene asked. I was laying on her bed looking up at the ceiling. "What are you, my therapist?" I snapped. She sighed. "I'm just asking I mean, you just dumped him like that. You didn't even give him a chance to explain himself." She said. I looked at her. She actually had a point, but I stood my ground so I didn't regret breaking up with Jungkook. "Explain what? He cheated on me." I said. "It was just a kiss, right? I mean it's not like he had sex with them." "But that remark he made about the two girls with us a-and-" "Do you really believe he did something with them? I saw his story, those girls were ugly." She laughed and I stifled mine. She scooted closer to me. "You loved him a lot, and you probably still love him." She said softly. "You dated for a year and a half. I know you, you're definitely not over him. I know it hurts, but you just kicked him to the curb like that." She snapped her fingers and I sighed and closed my eyes. "You want me to get back together with him?" I asked. "I'm not saying that. I just suggest you rethink and remind yourself of all of his good qualities. You dated for so long for a reason, you can't just throw him away." She paused waiting for me to say something. When I didn't, she continued. "I saw how happy he made you. You really were the perfect couple." She said. I let her words soak in and I opened my eyes. "I did bad, didn't I?" I asked quietly. "Not necessarily. You saw a red flag and you did something about it, which I good, but if it was someone you dated for 2 months, then I saw say forget it, but it's Jungkook. Your boyfriend of 1 and a half years. That's the first red flag ever in your relationship, right?" I thought about it. "Yeah." I said. "Well then it was just a stupid mistake. Don't give up on him that easily." She said. I sat up. "But what if he doesn't want me anymore? He told me not to come crying to him when I missed him." I mumbled, playing with my fingers. She gave me a look. "You seriously believe that? I know him too, and his arms are always open for you. It's only been a week after all. I mean unless he got a new girlfriend-" "Irene! Don't say that or I'll die." "See?! You still have feelings, so go to his apartment right now and get back together! I mean, if you want to." She smirked and I planted my face on the bed. "Alright." I said. "Yay!" I got up and grabbed my stuff. "Let me know how it goes!" She yelled after me. I got in the car and drove to his apartment. I dreaded the entire ride and when I got to the parking lot, I was having second thoughts. What if he's not even here? What if he's with another girl?" I sighed and rested my head on the steering wheel, accidentally honking the horn. Someone was walking in front of my car as I did and jumped. "Hey!" He yelled. I slowly looked up and met eyes with the person I was too scared to face. "(Y/n)?" He asked. I avoided eye contact and rolled down the window. "W-What are you doing here?" Jungkook asked. Obviously to see you, stupid. "Oh, I was just in the neighborhood. I said, putting on a fake smile. "I thought I would, um-" My smile fell and I trailed off. "I don't know." I mumbled. "Oh, well um, I gotta go." He said. "Jungkook wait." He turned around. "Can we talk?" "Yeah." He sounded relieved like he's been waiting for this moment. We went up to his apartment awkward silence following us. We got in and I slowly went and sat on his couch. He sat down a little distance away from me. "Look, I know you said don't come crying back to you, but here I am." I said. "What's that supposed to mean?" Obviously I want to get back together, stupid. "I uh, I want to apologize." I mumbled. "For what?" I rolled my eyes. Why is he making this harder than it needs to be? "I was a little irrational and I was the one not thinking straight when I broke up with you." I mumbled. My eyes started to water. "Jungkook, I'm sorry-" "No, I'm sorry. I don't know why I acted like that. I was so stupid." He said. "I'm still stupid because I didn't come after you first. I just wanted to see if you really meant what you did by breaking up. I wanted to see if that's what you really wanted." "No. It may have been what I wanted at the time, but I realized I was acting like a child. Yeah you kissed another girl, and yeah it hurt, but considering the circumstances, I know you didn't mean it." I said. "Thank you for finally realizing that." He chuckled. "I miss you." I said. "I miss you too, and I love you. I hope you still know that." I scooted closer to him and wrapped my arms around his waist and he put his around my shoulders. I rested my head on his chest, hearing his heart beat. "I miss this." I whispered, closing my eyes. "You won't have to miss it anymore if you give me another chance." Jungkook said. "Of course." I tilted my head up. "I never wanna let you go again." I pouted. "I'll never give you another reason to." He looked at me before planting the lips I missed so much on mine.
