SUN SAATHIYA #MissionDesi

17. Shattered

Quote :

"They say that the World is full of fake friends,
I say that you just don't "care" enough for your real one"

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Chapter 17: Happy Tears And Silent Cries

"yeh lagalein Saheb,zakhm jaldi bhar jaenge" Noor Afza spoke standing in front of me.I was resting my head at the backrest of the couch.I could sense my tears rolling down

"Kuch Zakhm bharne ke liye nahi hote" i told absentmindedly.She frowned.I sat straight clearing both my vision and my cheeks.

"Jao aur darwaza band karti jao" i told

"Magar dawayi.."

"Mujhe araam karne do" i cut her off,my voice hoarse

"Main haldi wala doodh laa.." i again cut her off as i snapped my head at her direction glaring at her with my bloodshot one.She at once got horrified and left the room nodding her head.I rested my head back

Once again loneliness spread across me,once again a fresh pair of tears rolled down my cheeks and pain engulfed me...once again

"Hussain Iram se pyaar karta hai,aur mujhe iss baat ka zara barabar ehsaas nahi hua,kyun nahi dekh paya main?

Woh jab bhi kishmish kehta hai,pyaar maujood tha,kyun nahi dekh paya main?
Iram ke hansi ke peeche uske mastiyon me pyaar maujood tha,kyun nahi dekh paya main?
Iram ko lekar uske gusse me pyaar maujood tha,kyun nahi dekh paya main?
Uski har parwayi me..uske har beparwayi main pyaar maujood tha,kyun nahi dekh paya main?
Mujhe lekar uski har bezaari me pyaar maujood tha,kyun nahi dekh paya main?

Uski dosti....uski dosti main pyaar maujood tha...kyun..kyun nahi dekh paya main?

"Damn it...kyun nahi dekh paya main?" I yelled,crying aloud.

"Kese dekhta,khud Iram ke pyaar ki patti jo baandli thi maine,kabhi uske ird gird dekha hi nahi maine,uss pe ankhein tika ke betha tha,yeh jaan ne main guzaar diya ke Iram mujhse pyaar karti hai ya nahi,yeh bhi na jaan paya,jis pyaar aur izzat ki chaadar udaana chahtha tha uski nok kisi aur ke haath me pehle se thi"

I closed my eyes placing my palm and whimpered.My vision blurred out of all the tears

"Sacchi mohabbat ki thi maine tumse Iram,apne andar khoya hua pyaar ko dhoond dhoond ke samait kar tumhare aage rakh diya tha,phir mere haq main yeh sab kyun? Phir se..."

I break out as every part in me pained,cried.I got off of the couch and went into the washroom,opening the tap,i splashed my face with water and looked myself at the mirror.Once again every word spoken by Hussain came in front of me.I sighed heavily containing every inch of me back to it's place,i left the washroom.I searched for my phone and realised that it was in my blazer.I hurried towards it,taking the phone out of it,i tried to switch it on but battery was completely dead.I threw it away and reached for the landline which was attached to my bed side.I sighed before dialling a number,after couple of ring he picked up

"Hello Zain.." Aamir,my managers voice came from the other end

"Haan Aamir,mera ek kaam karoge?" I asked,my voice sore

"Haan,par tumhe kya hua? Gala kharab hai?" he asked

"Haan...accha suno,dekho New York ki agli flight kab ki hai? Mujhe jald se jald ek ticket chahiye apne liye" i told him.I could sense him frowning

"Par kya hua Zain,kal hi toh kehrahe the ke itni jaldi nahi jaraha,ab achanak?" he questioned me

"Bas tum mere jald se jald jaane ka bandobast karo" i told and hung up without even waiting for his answer.Within minutes,phone rang again,i quickly picket it up knowing it would be Aamir but no