The Gang Leader and I

CHAPTER 17

I looked at the note over and over again trying to get my head to understand but its was completely blank, i started to feel dizzy, i felt hands wrap around my waist i twisted around slowly trying to figure out who this man was,

he had strong muscly arms that sent shivers up my spine in disgust all i wanted was to go to shadows house and relax but that couldn't happen. he kept feeling up my hips i turned around trying to find out who he is but when i did i was met with a black mask put around the mans face, his eyes were a deep brown color, and a tip of a scar ending across his eye.

He bent down nuzzling his nose into my neck, i kept thrashing around but he had strong grip on me keeping me in place, i felt disgusted in this kind of position, he kept kissing, nibbling etc. my neck, i kept moving away but would end up back in the same place i was held in, "Summer Summer Summer" The man said his voice deep and croaky sending more disgusted shivers up my spine

, "i have eyes on you everywhere, everything about you i know" my eyes widened and i started to feel scared, he pushed his front against my back "you don't know my favorite food" i spoke like a smart ass i was shocked with myself, "its-" before he could say anything i pulled my knee back and lifted my leg knocking him in his jewels.

he fell down and as soon as i possibly could got into the car and drove off, i sped in and out of high ways for 20 min surprised i hadn't received a ticket yet, i sped my way back to shadows house shakily getting out of the car and going to the front door,

i tried to put on a fake smile, i knocked and shadow was there to answer it, he opened it with a smile but the frowned his facial expressions turned into an angry one, "what the fuck is that" he yelled pointing to my neck, i looked at my reflection through the window near the door,

i had a hickey on the side of my neck remembering the man doing things to my neck, i rushed out words trying to explain to him but all he did was slam the door in my face with a big boom. i knocked on the door repeatedly but he continued to ignore me. i walked to my car and drove back home tears falling out of my eyes.

Its been 7 days 9 hours and 23 seconds wait no 24 no 25 you get me, since i last talked to shadow not like im counting or anything, i was lack of sleep, bags under my eyes, in my bed eating Ben and Jerry ice-cream watching chick flicks, "why did you leave him Allie" i yelled at my t.v throwing popcorn, "you'll never find anyone like Noah" i screamed tears coming out of my eyes currently watching the notebook.

Abby suddenly walked in and held her nose, "you stink" was all she said removing her hand dramatically pretending she was struggling to breathe, "get your ass up and go take a shower, i feel like im a mother already" she said chuckling at the end. her baby bump was showing and she was getting the biggest mood swings, she was there to let me cry on her shoulder, and bought me ice cream.

i grumbled and stayed in my position stuffing my face in popcorn, "get up now" she said in a deadly voice "or trust me ill get you up myself and it wont be a pretty sight"i slowly got up "damn all that food went to your ass, it s huge" she said laughing i rolled my eyes and walked into the bathroom slamming the door to make a dramatic scene,

i let the hot water fall damn i missed one of these, i cleaned my hair and body before getting out, i pulled on a white long sleeve and black ripped skinny jeans wrapping a plaid shirt around my waist, letting my wavy long hair out, putting on my black and white Adidas superstars. "hurry up or were going to be late for school" Abby yelled as soon as i came out, Abby is doing online courses but decided to drop me off everyday because she wants to ' hang out more '.