Now playing: When I'm Gone - Eminem
Have you ever loved someone so much,
you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no,
literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone
who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma,
turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for,
turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the
main source of her pain?
And when I'm gone,
just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear
the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down
on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing,
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
Date: 29.12.2015 // 11.47pm
2 more days...
Guess it isn't wrong to reminiscence is it?
Every time I listen to this song,
It reminded me how you put the phrase
'When I'm gone just carry on, don't mourn'
As your whatsapp status
Day later, you changed your status into a heartbroken emoji
It was during the time we first separated
Then 2 weeks later you asked me to judge your photography knowing well how much
I love it
Your pictures were all so beautiful
Especially the sunset at the beach
From talking about photography, days later it was a festive day for me
You asked how's my day and slowly you ask,
Hey do you still have feelings for me?
I answered yes, how about you?
You replied: Yes I still love you too so...
What came up next was unexpected
You asked: Are you willing to give me
second chance?
I happily answered yes of course.
You were amazed. And once again you asked,
Hey are you really sure?
I reassured you by answering another confident yes.
You were happy again.
You no longer put a heartbroken emoji
as your whatsapp status.
You changed it to eyes nose lips
Knowing it was my favourite song
I would listen to it every night before sleep
When you got me back, you promised to write me a rap since I composed a song
for you before
You sent me the rap at 9:24am
I was in the car with my family, reading it
I blushed so hard seeing how sweet it was
That you could actually come up with a rap within a couple days time
You wrote it longer but was shy to show me the entire thing
You said it sounded like a poem
Knowing how shy you were
I understood
And continued smiling
Funny, huh?
The fact that you were the one who asked me for a second chance yet you were the one who left me?
Guess this is what they call...
Reality.
- JK
STATUS: UNSENT
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A/N: The 3rd last chapter; I'm gonna reveal snippets of his messages. That picture was his rap to me.
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