Last night was a stab in the heart to me, I keep on letting him come to me! I shouldn't! Or should I? I don't know. He hurt me, I didn't hurt him I am not the bad person! No.
I got a call from Kendall.
"Hey"
"Hi Riley, I was wondering if you wanted to come over for an episode."
"Ya sure, be there in a bit"
I got up and made myself look nice and went to Kris house.
I moved up and saw the paparazzi and got in.
I parked and saw Kendall came out and hug me which I did the same.
"Hi Kendall."
"I am glad you came!"
"I know it's been really hard"
"Well come on in my family wants to see you"
We got in and I saw Kim and Kanye and little north and baby Saint.
I saw kourtney and her kids and Kylie and kits with Khloe.
"Hey guys" I smiled.
"RILEY!!!"
Khloe ran up and hugged me.
"KHLO!!" I smiled and Hugged her back.
"Hi Riley!" Kylie came and also hugged me.
"Hey Riley" Kim smiled.
I sat down next to Kendall in the kitchen were they began to talk.
"So how are you Riley? With this whole thing"
"Well better, um it sucks because I grew up with Cameron, he was my only family after my parents stopped trying to find me, it's hard to see your love of your life next to a girl naked in your bed in your house, it's just horrible"
"Huh!? He slept with her and you found them??!"
Kim said surprised.
"Yes, after my shoot"
"That's just fucked up" Khloe said.
"Before that, when adian almost killed me with that gun..... For some reason I thought, why not? I will never be with Cameron again so why not? But know I regret it because I have great people in my life like you guys, and a beautiful job it's just amazing."
"Great to hear that Riley"
Kids smirks and grabbed my hand.
"Be strong Riley that's all you need right now" Kanye said.
"Thank you for treating me like family, that's what I really need right now" I smiled and let a tear fall.
"We are here for you" Kendall hugged me.
i slept over kendalls today i couldn't be alone, i am staring to feel suicidal. its never a good idea to take your life but it started to hit me. cameron never really wanted me, so why even live. but no, i wouldn't die just for a boy. maybe i don't know???.
4 years later.
(i know i know i keep on skipping, btw the book is almost over ;( )
i walked down the aisle in white gown and started to cry as i saw my husband.
and i saw my four year old daughter with kendall who was my maid of honor.
we said our i do's and kissed.
we grabbed my daughter and walked down the took photos.
6 years later.
my daughter was 10 and happy.
i was walking with her around hollywood when i saw a group of girl surrounding a guy, with a quiff.
he then turned around and saw his face.
"oh my god" he said.
i began to smile.
when he ran and hugged me and kissed my cheek.
"cameron, you still look good!" i smiled.
"oh riley you look beautiful, who is this?"
"my daughter, laura" i smiled.
"d-daughter!" he said.
"yes"
