Love never Alters ( Erik and Christine Phanfiction)

Lost And Gone

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CHRISTINE'S POV

I went out of the bed as carefully as I could, I did'nt want Erik to wake up. I need to do this, forgive me Erik. I grabed a pen and a peice of paper and started wrighting.

" Dear Erik, I know you're worried about me but please don't be and I know that after you read this you'll probobly go and look for me but please don't. I'm leaving beacuse I can't watch you slowly turning into a man that I can't stay with. I'm taking Gustave and Felicia with me, I just need some time to think trugh thing's. I promise I will come back, I just need some time. Don't be angry with me, Erik, please. I love you my angel of music.

/ Christine Daae Destler

I looked back at the bed watching Erik in his peaceful sleep, I remembered what Erik did to me all those years ago.

And when it was done

Before the sun could rise

ashamed of what I was

Afraid to see your eyes

I stood while you sleept

And wispered a goodbye

And sliped into the dark

Beneath a moonless sky

 I left a red rose by the letter on the table and closed the door behind me slowly.

"Mother, were are we going?" Gustave said slowly " We are going away sweetheart" I said quietly.

We went into town and I grabed a cab I told him I was going to the boat. I tried not to look like me, I did'nt want any to recognize me. We left and I looked at Gustave who was exited but Felicia was scared. She had never been on a boat before and was afraid of the wather.

We went into our room and I tried not to think about Erik, I know I have betrayed him, but he changed, just like Raoul did. The boat went of and the sea made me float away from my angel whitch made my heart break.

After the dinner I put the children to bed. I sat down on Gustave's bed as he played with his fingers, like he was playing on a piano, only there was'nt a piano. " There is a song in my head mother, a song that father thought me". He said happily but I could see the worry in his eyes.

"When will father come with us?" he said slowly and confused.

"Soon Gustave, father will be here soon" I tried to say, I hated lying to him but what else could I do?"

I sang softley to my children the lullaby that Gustave and I shared.

Loves a courius thing

It often comes discised

Look at love the wrong way

It goes unrecognized

So look with your heart

And not with your eyes

The heart understands 

The heart always knows

Love is not always beautiful

Not at the start

Believe what it feels and trust what it showes

Look with your heart and when it finds love

Your heart will be right

Learn from someone who knows

Make shore you don't forget

Love you misunderstand

Is love that you'll regret...

I felt a small tear fall from my check as I quikley brushed away.

I heard Gustave's angelic voice fill the room, Felicia smiled watching us.

Mother? 

Look with your heart and not with your eyes

The heart can't be foold

The heart is to wise

Forget wht you think

Ignore what you hear

Look with your heart

it always sees clear

Love is not always beautiful 

Not at the start

But open you arms and close your eyes tight

 look with your heart

And when it finds love

your heart will be right

ERIK'S POV

I woke up to nothing and nobdoy, I got dressed and looked out the window, it was a beautiful day outside, the warm sun was shinning on my face like the only light in the dark. Today was a perfect day for a picknik, Christine will be so exited...I saw a note and a red rose by the table. "no" I said slwoly.

I picked up the note and red it when I was done I feel to the floor, what have I done!? 

How could she do this to me?

For, Christine, my Christine 

Lost and gone

Lost and gone

The day starts

The day ends

Time crawls by

Night steals in

Pacing the floor

the moments creep

Yet I can't bare to sleep

Til I hear you sing

And weaks pass and months pass

Seasons fly

Still you don't walk trugh my door

And in a haze I count the silent days

Til I hear you sing, once more

And sometimes at nighttime 

I dream that you are there

But wake holding

Nothing but the empty air

And years come and years go

Time run dry

still I ache deep in my core

My broken soul can't be alive and hole

Til I hear you sing once more

And music your music

It teases at my ear

I turn and it fades away

And you're not here

Let hopes pass 

Let dreams pass

Let them die

Without you

What are they for?

I'll always feel 

No more than halfway real

Til I hear you sing, once more!

I will find you Christine, I will always find you.