Ready To Go [Part 3 of Form A Mountain Series]

Cha. 13

Pregnant. 

That's what the little sign on the stick read. Preggo, preggers, knocked up, bun in the oven. Ryan had planted his seed inside me and it was growing every second. I sat on the bathroom floor thinking about what to do. Abortion was out of the question, but now so was tour. I couldn't be on a bus for hours and hours a day while I went through this. What if I went into labor while we were on the road?!

I left the bathroom and grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge. I sat on the couch and watched tv while waiting for everyone else to get home. Should I tell them immediately or wait for Ryan to find the test? I really had no idea what to do. They probably already knew anyway, a few days off the pill would do this. I turned off the TV and went to lay on our bed. 

"A baby?" I said to myself "Me? A mom? I can't even..."

I heard the front door open but I didn't move, I couldn't. I heard someone go into the bathroom and then a scream, no doubt it came from Kendall followed by Brendon patting Ryan on the back. They all rushed into the bedroom, Ryan was holding the test. 

"We'll leave you two alone" Kendall said. 

Brendon shut the door on their way out and Ryan just stood there. I couldn't even look at him; it's not like it was a bad thing but it was something that neither of us were ready for. Yeah we had talked about kids but this was too early. 

"Ry" I said. 

"I..."

"I know"

"How..."

"Well..."

He sat down on the bed with me. 

"Are you...are you going to keep it?" he asked me. 

"Yes, Ryan" I said. 

"What about tour?" he asked me. 

"I don't know" I told him "I just don't know"

"Well let's see" he said "It's late September now so you'll probably be due sometime in June right?"

"Yeah, maybe late May"

"Well tour is only a month, just enough to get us exposed and get the band name out there. We'll be home before you even start to show"

I sat there and thought about it for awhile. 

"I guess that works" I said "But if you guys get another tour after this I can't do it"

"I understand" he said "It'll just be nice to have you and Kendall out with us on the road"

"We should go talk to them too" I said. 

"Ready when you are" he said. 

I breathed before we went into the living room to talk to them. They agreed with my plans and were excited. 

"Not to ruin this but Kendall owes me sex" Brendon said. 

"I do" she said "It's the only way I got him to the airport"

"I'm hungry" I said. 

"I'll take you out, honey. Leave the animals to their playtime" Ryan said. 

He took my hand and I heard Kendall moaning already as we left. 

KENDALL'S POV

"Alright Brennyboy" I said "Let's do it"

He flipped me over his shoulder and slammed me down on our bed. He ripped my shorts off and followed it with removing my shirt. He took off his clothes too and went for the box of condoms. He took a few out. 

"We'll be needing all of these" he said. He ripped one open and jumped back on the bed. He wasted no time, he opened my legs and positioned himself. He pushed in and the headboard of the bed shook behind me, along with my body. I was moaning and sweating as he moved inside me. My arms were behind me and gripping the pillows on the bed. He pushed again and I my hands moved to his back and and dug my nails into the skin. When he thrust for the final time, I screamed and he pulled out. 

"Destroyed yet?" he asked me. 

"Nope" I replied. He exchanged the used condom for a fresh one and pinned my wrists down. He sucked on my collarbone and my back arched up. He pressed my body down and I felt him push back into me. I wouldn't mind if Ryan and Peyton stayed out all night. I knew they'd be home eventually but they did just leave, so we had time. I refocused on the moment and let myself melt against Brendon's rock hard body.