i showed him into the living room so he could sit.
i was confused as to why he would come this early.
was he trying to impress someone?
some shit like that.
"i'm going to shower and get ready." i said.
i felt dirty and unclean, especially when he looked so fresh and clean.
i could smell the sweet yet soft cologne coming off from him since the moment he walked in.
"don't mind if i join?" he whispered.
well, i think.
i'm guessing my conscience is fucking with me.
i turned around and i caught him softly biting his lip.
well that's what i thought i saw.
i'm going fucking crazy aren't i?
"what?" i asked, turning around, laughing slightly.
he chuckled. "what?"
what? it's me isn't it?
i turned right back around and ran up the stairs to my bedroom.
i got ready for the warm showeri was about to have.
i'm not being weird or anything but i'm kind of nervous.
i've never been so confused, it's confusing.
i know the relationship that me and mr. park have is kind of playful but there was something with me that was a bit off.
the age difference isn't that much that's why it's okay that we kind of flirt.
but if anyone found out we would be done.
well mostly him; he's a teacher.
maybe i'm being paranoid.
he doesn't like me.
i've heard rumors that he's got a girlfriend anyway.
he is a bit flirty.
apparently, he's always like that.
which is what i'd like to believe.
i got in the shower, squirting anything onto my body that smelled nice and rubbed it throughly on my skin.
i needed some relaxation and that's what i was achieving.
it was sinking into my pores and making me content.
something that would get my mind off things for a while.
i was being serious about the whole situation.
yeah you are, shut up.
it was just weird.
what the fuck savannah, he's not interested.
too fucking weird i mean, he's three years older than me.
okay, that's your problem because...?
