Dating Eunhyuk

Fourteen

" Are you sleeping here?"
Hae was putting his phone on the bedside table,
He just finish showering so he still has the towel on his hair
"Why? Am i not allowed to sleep here?"
He talk as if this was his room all along and I am just sharing it with him.

I was speechless so I just took off my shirt off and lay on my side of the bed.
I dozed off instantly
After a few days of not being able to sleep I could finally relaxed.
I could feel Hae warmth, as usual he seems to be hugging me.
But I felt different, It was me who's heart is pounding double time.

I could hear him murmuring in his sleep.
I heard the door open, and it was teuk hyung at the door.
"Finally...I thought they will not make up, good thing they're not a total idiot.
Donghae's too young at heart and he will give hyukjae a heart attack with all this love confession."
I heard Heechul hyung chuckled.
"Let them be,as long as they're happy."

So they do know that donghae loves me?
How come I just notice this right now?
I guess Donghae a loud broadcaster of his feelings for me.
I on the other hand...

I woke up in the middle of the night with Hae's trashing the bed he must be having a nightmare.
"Hae...Hae...wake up.."
He open his panic stricken eyes
"Ohh..."

And then He hugged me so tight.
He seems to calmed down for a bit,
"I thought it was real...
I thought I loss you for good..."
He was completely consume with his dream.

He lean closer to me,
And I could not move...
I don't know what will happen next
But I have an idea and it scares me the most.
Because I find myself anticipating it
I closed my eyes, and waited for Donghae lips touch mine.

I felt his hand on my back urging me to move in closer but I was too nervous to move let alone breathe
The first kiss seems to be a blur.
When I open my eyes I saw him crying,
"Why are you crying?"
Was he having second thoughts about it?
" I thought your gonna push me away.."
"Idiot."
Was all I could say and I reclaim his lips, I was taller than him and I pushed him down on the bed.

He felt warm against my touch, and seeing him wearing my clothes was a huge turn on.
His hand was busy exploring me,
I was on my way down to his neck when I heard him whisper my name.

I trail small kisses down his throat, and I felt him shudder.
I didn't know he could be so small and fragile underneath me,
I could feel how hard he is and it made me want him more.
"Hyuk...jae..." he keeps on saying my name.
He made me feel how hard he is by pressing it on my chest.
He was smiling.
I took my time caressing him down,
And every time I let it go he seems to fall apart.

I was on the verge and I felt myself so sure what needs to be done
But I still want to ask him first
"Are you sure? Will you be okay?"
He looked at me his hair was in a mess,
He nodded..
And I ease myself inside him.
Slowly since I don't want to hurt him.

And everything seems to fit perfectly.