Dating Eunhyuk

twenty one

" I will only be gone for three days...
Sleep in your own room for now.."
I was trying my best to keep our distance specially people in the dorm knows that we're sort of together together.
But Hae was already under the sheets
And was pretending to sleep.
The others was either in their own room or headed out for a schedule.
I heard the heavy pour of the rain outside.
I was contemplating to spend one more night with Hae before I head back home,
It was really tempting.

He felt warmer than I usually remember,
I heard him sighed when he felt my lips touch his skin.
His hair a bit longer now, I think he needs to get a trim, but he normally goes only if I go.

I held him closer and I felt him trying to turn around to face me
I let him see me in my vulnerable state.
He lift my face and kiss me.
My eyes met his,and for quite sometime we just looked at each other hearing each other breathing
He close his eyes and lean in closer taking me in.

This time it was more gentle, he was experimenting with everything.
He was unzipping my jeans,and I was trying to help him out while taking his clothes off.
It was quite a task with neither of us giving way,
I Pinned him down and gave him one more lingering kiss.

" You have to behave while I am away...you have to promise."
He nodded pulling my hair in the process with pure ecstasy.
I loved having him in my arms,like it was something I really wanted for quite a long time.
I could feel him shivering.
"Lee hyukjae....
I love you...i love you."
He said that like a prayer.
And it was too hard to believe
"You do?" I was looking at him..
He was blushing and I kissed him while saying how much i loved him.

Being with him scares the hell out of me.
But he's the only one who can make me so much happy.
And hopefully I can make him happy as well.