Dating Eunhyuk

sixteen

Define awkwardness
Today... for me is sitting in the couch
With Donghae and Joon hye.
I was sweating bullets, Donghae seems to be adamant in staying where he can see me.
He wasn't touching me or anything
But the way he looks at me
Is like how he look that night.
How unfair,
He doesn't fight fair.
He was biting his lips on purpose because he bit my lips,
And he was only wearing a fitted shirt that showcase his tone chest.

And I didn't try asking him to give us space
Because there will be hell to pay
If I even suggested that
So here I am talking to Joon hye.
Acting all natural,
Like nothing happened last night

"Sorry I left without saying goodbye, My manager was on warpath."
She gave me those stares
You know like she's waiting for my reply.
" Sorry I didn't realized I was too drunk as well.."
Donghae stood up and I immediately look up to look at him,
"I'm going out."
And headed to my room.

I looked back at Joon hye, gave out an apologetic smile and went inside the room.
The light was off, so I have to work my way around the room.
"Hae? Donghae?"
He was sitting in the edge of the bed.

"What are you doing here?"
He was holding unto my shirt that i wore awhile ago.
"Looking for you..Is there a problem?"
He was looking at me
Like I was an idiot.
Maybe I am an idiot in front of him
"Are you perhaps jealous?"
Donghae smack me in the head and headed for the bathroom.
"What now?"
"What do you want me to do?
I don't have an idea about this..
About us.."
I was so at loss.
"What am I to you anyway?
Lets call it as it is like a big mistake."
He was shoving me away.

Donghae as frustrating as any girl I have managed to date.
Plus he can hit me big time.
"You're my Donghae..."
And I dared to kiss him.
Taking him as my prisoner.

He didn't try to fight me off,
Maybe because this is what he needed
A confirmation that it will still be like this even without us being drunk.
I let him feel as much as I could give him
So he won't doubt me again.
"I'm yours..."