"Kira....kira...kira" you muttered, rocking back and forth. Blood was splattered over your clothes while you were in shock. Your parents simply...... Died in front of you. You didn't know why? Why would Kira kill them? They'd done nothing wrong . Their death will haunt you, as you wondered the same questions over and over again what did they do? Were they criminals or were they helping with the kira investigation?
You knew none of these answers and all you could do was mutter kira so you wouldn't forget that he was the one who killed your parents. The raven haired boy all of us otakus are familiar with, entered the room and frowned at the sight.
Yet another family Kira has destroyed, yet another life with a void. You hadn't even acknowledged his presence while you kept muttering the same thing over and over again " kira.....kira..." The raven haired boy crouched to your spot on the floor. " Hi, I'm L" no answer. He sighed " excuse me, miss" no answer.
He waved his hand in front of you making you blink a few times and turn around. You jumped once you saw another person there. " w-w-ho are you?" You crawled backwards while he stretched his hand out for you to grab. "I am L, the investigator with the kira case" your eyes widened, you hurriedly went where he was and frantically shook his shoulders " have you captured him yet?! Is he in prison for all the horrid things he's done?" L put his hand on your hands and tapped it. Signaling for you to stop shaking him.
" oh,right" you scratched the back of your neck and sheepishly smiled " sorry" he tilted his head to the side, almost as if he were trying to figure out who you were, how can a girl that was in such a shocked state seem like any regular teenage girl. It's as if you forgot what just happend, as if you forgot that you had your parents blood all over you.
" anyways no,we haven't found out who he is yet but we're close to" your eyes went dull while your expression turned to a glum one. " I see, thank you for your honesty detective " you tried holding back your tears, nonetheless they poured from your eyes like a waterfall. L stared at you in curiosity, he knew what people felt he just didn't know why. For L feelings were never took a big part in his life.
However watching you cry made him want to make you smile, to make you laugh, he just didn't know how. " can you smile?" ( me: woah nice one L-_-) "How can I? My parents are dead and justice hasn't even been made yet." You laugh humorlessly, your laughter soon turning into sobs. "Why do you cry? If you already know that crying can't bring them back, why?" L stares at you with curious eyes " because it's the only thing we can do. We cry because it's all we know , we don't have any other way to cope with things. I thought you'd know this already since you're suppose to be a genius and all"
" I tend to avoid such a foolish thing as feelings" " oh, I see you're typical genius who avoids having to deal with people, aren't you?" No answer " I'll take that silence as a yes." An awkward silence filled the space, L's eyes never left you, once you turned around and realized this you blushed a shade of pink and immediately looked away.
"So.... You've never experienced any sort of feeling?" L pondered , he hadn't ever experienced any feeling before until today, but should he talk about that. From his research on humans, it says he shouldn't even mention that at all unless he has a chance.
"Only recently I've had an odd feeling" your eyes brightened as you playfully smacked his arm " aha, so you have experienced emotions, which one?" He felt so many feelings in this small amount of time, from happiness, to pity, to joy, to sadness......to love. "Love" he muttered, that word briefed all the other words for they come along with love. Your expression turned into a glum one while you gave him a fake smile " I see. So who's the lucky girl?" L chuckled lightly ( that reminded me of Light😂) " so clueless..." he patted your head making you furrow your brows in confusion " there there, it's fine to be clueless. You'll eventually get used to it at least that's what statistics say." You rolled your eyes.
" And why am I the clueless one?" L extended his hand for you to grab,once you did he hesitantly and shyly intertwined your fingers , he used his other hand for this task making you giggle at his cuteness. " Because I've only felt any sort of feelings with you" you blushed as your eyes widened . L walked over to you, while holding a damp rag, he carefully dabbed it in your face to clean the blood. " seeing as this must mean I care for you, I'll clean the blood. Because when a person cares for another they do things to help the other" you nod and stare at him, trying to memorize all of his features. He goes to the sink and rinses the rag from any blood.
He goes to where you are and smiles " you look so much more beautiful when your face isn't covered in blood." You chuckled lightly, and try to hold back your sobs but to no avail. He moves closer and hold you. You quietly sob into his chest and hug him. Muttering why? Several times.
L would wipe your tears and give you a tissue whenever he heard a lot of sniffling. " L..... Can you promise me something?" He nods while you try your best not to have another breakdown " Promise to never leave me .I don't have anyone now, so please" he nods " I promise"
A/n I hope the requester liked the oneshot and this is to inform you that there will be a part 2 anyways I hope you enjoyed it ^_^

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