9// realization

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I feel my world begin to slowly crumble around me.

I stare at my bedroom ceiling.

With my phone on silent, I feel somewhat at peace.

Before I realize,

I'm enveloped by the welcoming darkness of sleep

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Matty: I know you probably hate me right now

Matty: But I swear I can explain, well kind of. I was drunk and she was there and...

Matty: Well I guess I can't explain it but I'm such a fucking asshole

Matty:  I'm sorry, I was waiting around for you and I wanted to know if it felt alright to kiss somebody else.

Matty: At least, please treat me like an old friend. Are we just friends?

Matty: When you decide you want to talk to me, please do. I want to apologize in person

Matty: I can't lose you. I never cry over girls but somehow I'm in bed with  tear streaked face and shaking fingers.

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