DERANGED (R. Grimes)°

chapter 13 "ill do it"

"here iris-

"Shane I don't wanna hear it" I said as I walked passed him, I watched as everyone began loading up the van, readying themselves to head back to athlanta

"Im not trying to change your mind, just listen" he said, he grabbed my upper arm, and when I turned around he placed his hand against my cheek in a friend like way

"just be carful ya hear? I know you and I don't want you going out there and being the hero, I had to go the first half of this without you both I don't wanna have to finish the rest of it the same way.. And rick... He wasn't even awake for some, he's not sure about things out there so I need to rely on you keeping yourself safe" he said, he looked me in the eye as he spoke, a small smile came to my face he put his hand down

I exhaled a breath threw my nose as I wrapped my arms around him in a hug, he hugged back with more force as I chuckled

"sorry for being a cunt there Walsh" I said, he pulled back and looked at me with a humorus smirk

"it's fine, I know how you get with things like this" he said, we both laughed and I shook my head looking down to my feet, before we both began walking closer to the group, his shoulder bumping against mine every so often

But I couldn't help but rethink his words he's not sure of things out there..

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I stood there with a massive weight on my shoulders as I watched daryl scream for his brother

With disgust and sorrow written on my face I stared down at the blood surrounding the severed hand, the handcuffs still dangling by the pipe

Daryl now breathed heavy as he looked down at the hand, tears falling and I couldnt help but notice how lost he became without his brother, and I felt a familiarity in it

But that moment was gone when he spun around with his crossbow in hand and aimed it straight a tdog, rick reflecting it by now aiming his gun at daryl in a instant

"dixon" I warned threw the silence, he continued to breath heavy as his eyes trained on tdog, tho they where not murderous in the slightest, he still did not lower his weapon

Tdog stood still, eyes matched to daryls and he stared calmly, and ricks face retorted to anger as he finally spoke

"I will not hesitate, I don't care if every damn Walker in the city hears it" he told him, causing daryl to become shaky, and finally step off

Rick had his gun aimed a few more seconds before finally lowering it, sharing a quick glance to me

Daryl huffed a little before looking back to tdog "you got a do-rag or Somthin?" he asked him calmly, I raised a single eyebrow watching him carfully, daryl can have sudden flashes of his brother in him, but right now wasn't one of them at how quickly he allowed his anger to lesson

Tdog reached into his pocket, giving daryl the rag, daryl then walked over to his brothers hand, kneeling towards it

"I guess the saw was to dull for the hand cuff" he said gruffly as he slowly lifted up the hand by a finger, examining it "ain't that a bitch" he muttered to himself

I walked closer to rick who watched daryl as carfully as I was moments ago, but his attention turned to me when my shoulder rested against his

"he aint a treath" I whispered to him, knowing my partner to well, rick sucked in a breath as he looked of somewhere, before his head went to the floor and he nodded "we'll see" he said back as daryl stood with the hand in the rag

He walked over to Glenn and spun him, before begging to open the bag, Glenn clearing showing his discuss in his features, I gave him an apologetic half smile and he nodded his head before rolling his eyes