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7.3

Dan

And when the next morning I see Phil holding hands with his ex I feel my heart broken. The two also go and sit in front of me, to make things worse.

I really wasn't anything? Anything?

But I'm used to, so it's fine. I just want this trip to end because it was more disgusting than the expected.

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I take a deep breath and get up from my seat, the bus arrived at my home. Phil doesn't even look at me. Then I take another deep breath before entering in the house. I run upstairs and cross my mum down the stairs.

"Honey, how was it?"

"A shit," I say without thinking at the language.

"What happened?"

"Do you think I'm a good person?" I ask.

"Of course you are," she smiles, "Don't let anyone tell you otherwise"

"Yeah," I says even though I don't think that I'm beautiful, or important, or something at all, I hate everything about myself. "I'm going to take a shower"

"Wait," she says and I stop walking. "It's because of that guy?"

"It is, but it's okay," I smile. She approaches and hugs me.

"I want you to do what make you happy," she whispers. "I'm proud of you, you'll find someone who will love you for who you are, I promise"

I get off the hug and smile, "Thank you mum"