Love Division [JIKOOK SMUT]

Chapter 27: Love Division

K last chapter b4 epilogue
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This chapter is Jungkook's pov so yea.

I hate avoidance, you just never know how much I hate it. When Jimin avoided me I felt like harming myself. I hope he doesn't do it and no one does it me. Don't Avoid Me please.

Jimin isn't like anyone, and that's what made me depressed for him. I loved him back then in the days but I didn't know it yet. He was as beautiful as a flower, as cute as a duckling, as hot as the sun, but as bright as the moonlight. He wasn't like anyone. Jimin, You're Different.

But I realised something later on. That we both had some circumstances for our love. He told me one day, "I Suffer From You" which made me think deeply for a moment. Do I suffer as well? Not physically but deep inside. I suffered a lot form this one perfect guy.

But I'll Be Waiting, I said that until I reached this stage where I could finally hold Jimin's hand and take him with me. My life can finally be our life. I am now Master, I rule this place. I own this whole country, I'll give half to Jimin and half to me. We rule this.

Jimin helped me live this life. He helped me finish what Master had done, he made me finish my own father's life. I protected him and he protected me. He is My Cure, My Safety. My special medicine, my happy pill, my everything.

But I don't regret anything I've done so far. I think we as me and Jimin had achieved goals without us knowing. We were climbing the stairs to success. I won't regret anything. I'll only Regret With Love. Which means I'll only regret my mistakes in love and not in reality. I give my all to Jimin.

But I've reached that state once. I've Been There, Done That But Didn't Mean That. I've regretted many times with love but only now I recap moments and memories where I was in sorrow for my actions in love.

Most of my sorrow moment was when I heard and saw Jimin's scars and stories. He lived a bad life until I took him to my side, I held him tight so I won't loose him. I told him everytime, Gain Through Pain and he did. He gained many things through all this pain. He especially gained freedom.

But I Bite Down My Fear Of Your Problems, Park Jimin. Meanwhile Taehyung bites down his fears of my problems. Whenever I see Jimin scared or angry, my life suddenly turns pitch black.

Through fear, I learned that Love Is A Fear Killer. Next to Jimin,I don't feel my fears that I feel without him here next to me. I feel like my life has woken up suddenly when I see him. I love him so much that I forget everyone but him.

But I won't forget to mention Taehyung, half a best friend and half a Trust Sucker. He's cute and funny yet abandoned like me, he's a second Kook as I see it. We think same, we're best friends at the end.

But during those days, they were more harsh in me and Jimin's love. With Love In Risk, we've managed to get through all of it. Even through our Phobiatic Truth, we escaped every danger together.

My mother told me once, De Défendre L'amour. She told me it in French so that I would work it out somehow. She was meaningful yet meaningless. But I'm Gonna Get You now, you knew everything what was going to happen me since I was born from a slut. But I've gained Inspiration, from great people including Yoongi.

Soon I discovered things, but I can advise all the youngsters out there that To Discover Is Hard But Easy. I discovered things about people around me. Things I didn't want to hear yet other things I did want to hear.

Under many people's eyes, I received Warmth With Coldness. But Jimin gave me comfortable warmth. It made me feel great as a human being. Though Truth Is Good But Bad, I've discovered things about myself that I wished I didn't have my hearing ability. I earned a Different Presence in my heart, letting my horrible father enter it as I keep imagining his dead body in between my arms.

My life was lustful. I was needy as my hormones can't stop. Jimin, I give you all the Passion When I'm Inside You. But I ask this and you ask this, Is This Love? Am I a bastard who is Lost In Lust? But Love Does Not Kill Like Friendship. I had tried to kill myself from sadness in my friendship with Taehyung. He started distancing himself away from me, is he jealous? So I fought with him again, this time with no Jimin around and he grabbed his things and left. So I moved to my father's apartment. I realised I became an Unstoppable Demon. I've argued with every single person in the Institute. But my existence is Unfortunate But Lucky. I might be a ruler of the world one day. Everything will be mine and Jimin's.
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DO U GET IT NOW?
JUNGKOOK WAS TELLING THIS STORY THROUGH THE TITLES HAHA

K last thing is...the epilogue
No alternate epilogue so yea hehehhehehhehe

This is the ending I planned but just wait until the epilogue.