Today was probably the most confusing and emotional day that I've had.
I've been happy, sad, depressed, angry, you name it. I've been so all over the place and oh boy...it's been one hell of a ride.
My head is swirling and just......EHH
I also went to Joel's wake.... I cried again and my heart just broke. (Again) Seeing my friends process everything all over again and hearing his favorite music.... It. Broke. My. Heart.
EHHHHHHH *dying whale noises*
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RandomI've never been good at keeping things down in a place that isn't the dark chaotic messy place that I call my mind. I guess...you'll know how I feel now.