How have I lost control? How did this happen? He's in my veins. It's like he never left.....and I think I might be okay with that....
What am I saying?!
GET A GRIP!
What happened between us...
Was a mistake!
But I crave more. I do and it won't go away.
He's bad news and you continue to let him in.
He's hard to resist. He's not like the others.
He's a FUCKBOY. Get it through your head!
That "fuckboy" was once my lover.
He's not anymore and he's just using you.
Isn't everyone though? What's the point?
You have someone who loves you for everything that you are. Don't let this fuckboy ruin that.
The Fuckboy didn't ruin anything. It was the boy who loves me but really just loves the idea of me but can't see that.
......maybe you're right.....
Maybe...
CAST:
I Tallac's as the voice in the head.
Regular text as voice of reasoning.
Side note: This isn't something that happened to me. It was an idea that I had for a short story but I didn't have anywhere to put it. So it was put in here. Oh well c:
YOU ARE READING
A Diary?
RandomI've never been good at keeping things down in a place that isn't the dark chaotic messy place that I call my mind. I guess...you'll know how I feel now.
