I feel so empty. My emotions so gone. My head is spinning and it seems like I can't breathe. I'm running out of air....is what it feels like and I can't tell you why.
I want to understand what caused this feeling.
I want to understand why.
I don't get it anymore...
I spent the day with my boyfriend and after kayaking with him, I almost burst out crying. I had to face away from him so he couldn't see me if I started crying and even shrugged off his touch. He only meant well. I know that. Later, we went to watch a movie. He and I got pretty cozy during the movie.
That brings us to the present. I'm sitting on my bed, crying my eyes out because of how I feel and I can't stop feeling like this.
I JUST WANT IT TO GO AWAY!
I feel like I'm fighting with my head....
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
A Diary?
RastgeleI've never been good at keeping things down in a place that isn't the dark chaotic messy place that I call my mind. I guess...you'll know how I feel now.
