A step closer to Jannah [Book I]

The Pleasure that awaits [Poem]

It's just the faith I have with my Lord that keeps me alive
A world where I am a stranger
One who people give no attention to
My Lord its your pleasure I seek
If its the peoples pleasure I lose
for your pleasure that I will gain
Then I will have the whole world against me
I will fight till I break
Until I can breathe no more
I have two fights which I need to win
The one against the shaytan
And the one against myself

Then when I am no longer a black smoke in the air
I will be 6ft under the ground
Thats when fear will overtake
Its either going to please
Or intoxicate
I may see a world with pleasure
Or I may find my doom awaiting
My life are simple words you wrote
Ones already written and sealed
The sins are like shackles on my feet
The poison that it emanates
Damadges my insides and blackens my heart.
Where will I end up my Lord?
In a world full of eternal despair or gardens of bliss?

Oh lord you hear their words
I am your lover
Your servant
So accomplish my goals
Let me be the one who is with you in the gardens of bliss
Where tears of sadness shall never fall
Where Words can no longer hurt
When wounds finally heal
When I can finally fill the void
When I finally meet you Oh Lord
How long will it take
To see your beautiful face?

Eternal bliss and garden of the Firdaws is what I want to attain
I hold onto soft hands which keep me safe
My husband and I enjoy your reward
And finally I can meet you Oh Lord
I can swim in rivers of honey and milk
And drown in silver and gold
Pearls shine and take my breathe away
As I see the beauty that created all this beauty
How beautiful will you be?
The one who I really want to meet
Are you looking forward to meeting me?

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BY LIONESS
[not edited (at all lol)]
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