TRIGGER WARNING FOR SELF HARM!! PLEASE BE WARY OF READING AHEAD.
kim namjoon
she is unknown to me,
but they all love her.
i don't
know if i should too.
love.
something i seldom
feel. pity is
all but foreign to
me.
leukemia is different
from all other
cancers.
transfusions,
fatigue,
less and less
blood. but
what if she dies?
what if she slowly fades...
...and alice is
no more?
sometimes,
your system gets gradually
weaker
and then you shut down.
what if that happens
to her?
don't they all love her?
don't they all know?
don't they all know that every night,
she hides in the bathroom and
cries
over the toilet seat, her
hair damp, clamped to
her forehead?
i saw her that night,
and every night since then,
and i know that if the leukemia doesn't kill her,
the blade will.
maybe love is the real cancer.
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Fanfictionbecause life is never fair and sometimes you need to break to be put back together again; and i guess min yoongi just learns the hard way. ❝ can you trust me? ❞ ©zoyzoydesu
