Speaking Out

I Thought

I thought I was your friend
Could I have been wrong?
I thought we'd last forever
Turns out we didn't last long

Aren't friends supposed to stick together?
Then why do I feel left alone?
I thought friends were there to stay
But why do I feel that you've gone?

I see you as my friend
Do you see me the same way?
I remember all you tell me
Do you remember what I say?

I stand up for you and sometimes I take the blame
But do you ever come see me and ask if I'm okay?

Friends are supposed to make everything better
But why do you continuously make me feel as if I don't matter?

I don't remember ever having done anything to you
I don't recall ever having a reason to be mad at you

I thought this was real but maybe it's not
Since the start of this poem it was all ''I thought...''

This isn't real, it never ever was
This whole thing, our friendship, it was all made up

I wanted to be someone I'm not
I wanted you to like me, I couldn't seem to stop

But now that I have, I'm back to saying, ''I thought...''