Speaking Out

It's still real

I can't take much more of Rejection

Eating away at what little confidence I have

Just once I'd like if they made the first move

Just once I'd like to feel confident in my own skin

For just fucking once I'd like not to pretend

That's all I've ever done is pretend

When does it stop

When does it end

Even if its just pretend I still feel

It still hurts

I still feel, I still laugh, I still cry

I still love

Even if its just pretend, its still real

I want it to end

Stop making me feel

Stop this pretend

Fuck's sake make this real

Just let me be real