(a/n: short imagine but yeah)
Lauren's POV
it's been a week after Y/N's death. i couldn't stop crying
here i am at her room. everything in Y/n's room remind me of her. I don't know the cause of her death
before Y/n dead we broke up but i don't know why. she told me to move on and i did. i'm with brad now
"this is for the best" she said. but i'm confused. did i do something wrong?
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i'm sitting in the edge of her bed and staring at the pictures on the wall, when I looked at the table there's a box with my name on it
i opened the box and seeing pictures of my candid when we're still together and a cd
i'm so curious so i'm rushing to home
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*at home*
"hey lauren where have you been?" taylor asked me
"ally's" i reply, didn't want to hear anything else i went straight to my room
i opened my laptop and put the cd. there's video inside the cd i press play and Y/n's face showed up
"hi um lauren i know when you see this video i already gone. i just want to say my explanation" Y/n giving sad smile
"i'm sorry if i'm selfish, i'm sorry if i'm acting childish, i'm sorry if i always make you sad, and i'm sorry not saying good bye" she stopped. now my tears already falling from my eyes
"i have a reason for like this, i...i have leukimia" i gasp. she continue
"lo... did you remember when we broke up? i want you to move on from me. i don't want you to be sad i want you to be happy. i know brad will protect you and carring for you" she stopped. tears fall from her eyes
"i'm sorry i can't make you happy lo, inside of my heart i'm breaking too, i'm so selfish but you deserve better than me. you are the best thing that ever happened to me lo i love you so fucking much Lauren Michelle Jauregui! goodbye laur i hope you'll never forget me" and the video ended
i'm sobbing right now. i just can hugging Y/n's sweater its remind me of her smell.
"i love you too Y/n. goodbye my love untill we meet again"
