Where to go from Here

I'll make it up to you

  The sunlight began to seep through the space between the curtains causing me to wake up. I slowly rubbed my eyes as I tried to recall the events from last night. My mind began to clear itself after I blinked a few times.

After Jr and I made up yesterday at the park, he was told he had to go back to the company since he had some other business to attend to. I wanted to stay with him a little longer after all, I avoided talking to him for quite a while and I don't have other friends here. I tried to convince him to try and stay for just a fee more minutes only to be left alone once again with no one to talk to. Through this I decided to just have a regular but lonely, quiet night at home.

I crawled out of the comforting warmth of my bed and sluggishly started to make my way towards the bathroom. It took me a while to start actually doing something productive for I was just standing at the sink in front of the mirror staring my reflection as I zoned off thinking about Jr. Crazy I know but his absence made feel as if a part of me lost.

I just finished getting dressed when I heard a knock on my door. I shuffled my feet across the floor reluctant to answer the door. I opened the door to become face to face with none other than Jr. I raised my eyebrows in surpise. I would have thought that he would still be at the company. Yet, secretly there was a part of my happy that he was here.

"Hey Jr, what are you doing here?" I asked with curiosity.

He furrowed his eyebrows for a second until he finally realized what I meant.

"What do you mean? I'm here to spend time with my girlfriend of course." He said cheerfully.

I nodded and let him in. We both sat down together on the couch but there was something off. We sat distantly unlike how we usually cuddle with one another and there was an awkward silence unlike our usual long conversations or our comfortable silences. I sat in thought for a little bit until my attention was averted back towards Jr when he cleared his throat.

"S-so what do you want to do?" He stuttered.

I shrugged my shoulders thinking that he already had something planned since he came here. This left us back at the start with us on the painfully awkward silence. I finally decided I should try and do something instead of just sitting there waiting for him to do something. I got up from the couch and grabbed the remote and started to flip through the random list of various channels. My eyes landed on a movie that Jr and I used to watch a lot together. It was one of our favourites. When I sat back down I decided to sit closer to him and try to get things back to the way they used to be. I laid my head on his chest and wrapped my arms around his waist. He seemed surprised at first but soon relaxed and put his arm around me and pulling closer towards him. His familiar scent began to comfort me and I could feel Jr and myself relaxing a bit.

We have been sitting on the couch for a while and we are on our third movie already. No one would really say or move unless to get something to eat or drink and to go to the washroom. Every so often I would look up and catch Jr looking down at me or vice versa. I smiled up at him and cuddled closer to him hoping that we could stay like that for longer. On about the fifth time of catching Jr looking at me, I was about to look back towards the TV when Jr bent down and pecked my lips. I guess I'm still not used to him kissing me because instantly I could butterflies in my stomach and my face be began to burn from embarrassment. I buried my face into his chest hoping that he would ignore the fact that I'm practically a tomato now. He chuckled and began to rub my shoulders.

"Is my jagiya embarrassed because of a little kiss?" He said smirking.

Jagiya?! I dont know how much more I can take. I decided to not respond wondering how much more embarrassed I could get. I guess he decided to take that as a challenge because all of a sudden I felt myself being pulled up and when I looked I found myself sitting on his lap. My eyes widened as a tried to struggle out of his grip. His arms tightened around me until I eventually gave up and sat still. He looked me in the eyes and smiled trying to hold back his laughter. He once again pecked me but this time on my nose then continued to do so on my forehead and temples.

"Yah! What are you doing?!" I half shouted.

"I have to make it up to you in kisses for not being there for you for the past few days." He exclaimed proudly.

I giggled at how silly that sounded before he captured my lips with his. He kissed me passionately until our lips parted away. He laughed and pulled me in so that my head was against his chest and I listened to the steady beating of his heartbeat as he held me close to him making sure not to let me go.