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When anyone else sees you,
they see a father torn from their child.
They see an innocent man,
who possesses the eyes of an angel.
When I see you,
I see those eyes staring back at me from behind a loaded gun.
I do not see an innocent man,
I see a bloodthirsty demon,
out to take more.
Greed,
is your sin.
Wrath, gluttony, and the rest,
following suit.
You,
are the ultimate sin.
Who could love such a beast who almost,
almost ending their own spawn's life.
I was right to wrap my hands around your throat and squeeze,
but not to let go.
Without you here,
I would be free.
You have already taken all that I have,
yet you still lust for more.
Why?
Why is it so?
Is it because daddy beat mommy in a drunken rage when you were 12?
Is it because mommy died and now no one else will put up with you?
Is it because your other son hates you?
I care not for the reason,
I just know that you will run my blood dry.
This is why,
I cannot stand you.
You are arrogant.
Stubborn.
Ignorant.
A problem.
An issue.
A catastrophe.
An accident.
You are the reason why my life is in shambles.
You are why everyone still calls me by what is now dead.
You are why no one cares for you.
You are why every flower wilts.
You are the reason why you're a fuck up.
You cannot hurt me anymore.
